It All Comes Back Around ( Mekiel )

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/b][/color] Truth was he did. Yeah. There was nothing he could do to change that, and maybe that last part would make her sure that she'd leave him. He didn't want it but it was her choice, not his.

One single tear began to form and slowly began to find it's way down his cheek. He didn't want her to go but he knew he didn't have the right to beg. Quickly, he'd wipe it away and place a hand to her shoulder. "You trust me..?"[/ul][/color]

[Charlie Cross]

She sat back, her eyes filled with worry as she bit her lip.

"Y..You dont wa..want me here?"

It felt like he was pushing her away..Like he was trying to reason her into leaving.......To his final words she nodded, her hand coming to rest against his chest as she shrugged lightly.

"I do.....at least until you give me reason not to....I mean....y..you are not planning on murdering me are you?"

She lowered her head slightly. Maybe she should go? Maybe that was what he really wanted by pushing the matter.....She had meant what she said.....it was his past, and sure she wanted to know more, to better understand......but she did not think that it was something that should matter when it came to them.....

She had things in her past she was not proud of.....things she thought she had done she could not remember clearly.....But she hoped that one day she could tell him and not have him turn away....

"You told me that......which must mean you trust me.....and I wish to give you the same in return....B..But if you want me to go? If it would make you feel better....I...I..."

She whimpered and slowly slid off of him, moving to lay on her side on the bed, curling up as she did so. She just messed up everything.......even when she was trying to be understanding she didnt get it right. Why the hell was she so fucked up?!

[Mekiel Echigo]

[Charlie Cross]

She felt herself pulled back atop him, felt that kiss and the way his hand roamed over her body. With a little whimper she would return that kiss, her tongue softly caressing his lower lip as her hands slid down over his chest and sides.

On instinct she felt her hips rock downward against him, her body trembling with every touch, every kiss.....Every breath she took brought in his scent and etched it into her mind.

She was happy with him, content to be with him for as long as possible....and though she knew that soon they would have to stop, before she carried it further than either was willing to go at the moment, she was just going to soak up the feel of his hands against he flesh for now.

Gripping his sides tightly, she lost herself in his arms, in that kiss and for the first time in as long as she could remember, she was content and happy.......She only hoped that when they started to uncover the darker parts of their pasts, that it would stay this way.

[Mekiel Echigo]

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[Charlie Cross]

She would enjoy every kiss, her hands sliding over his body as she let out a soft little moan to his touches. Instinct made her hips rock one more, her lips trailing down his neck to his collar bone, a little nip given there as she trembled softly.

She could feel her heart racing, feel that fire burning inside her and then as he broke away to speak she felt a bit of relief.....she had been getting to the point where she had wanted more of him....all of him....

Pulling back to look at him, she bit her lip, her breathing a bit heavier as she smiled and then blushed just slightly.

"I...I would like that......"

Sure, it was just a couple days, but it was more time with him...more time to be in his arms, to feel his touches.....It was just the idea of being near him that made her happy.

"I think...m.maybe we should stop...before ....I mean you want to wait and yeah.....Just feeling you like that is ....yeah..."

She was nervous, never having had to tell a guy that she wanted to stop.......well......yeah she had, but of course they had never listened and she usually had been to drunk or high to stop them.....Now in this case, she wanted it, but yeah.....they had agreed to wait so wait they would......

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/b] He spoke quietly, with a rather happy expression on his face. She knew better than he did when to stop so this was likely going to work out real well.

"Well. Since we're officially temporarily living together, whataya want to do?" He asked, still quiet. His left hand would raise and stroke her hair a bit as he awaited her reply. Well, after he said something else.

"We could lay here a while, but I know you're not the 'Let's just lay around' type." He said that rather teasingly.[/ul][/color]

[Charlie Cross]

She leaned into that touch, her head turning slightly so that she could bury her face against his palm, letting a little deep inhale of breath bring his scent to her.

To his words she would smile, her tongue brushing over her lips as she tilted her head and then rolled off of him to lay beside him.

"I can be a lazy little butt if I want to be...."

She laughed and then rested her hands on her stomach, fingers lightly playing with her shirt, or his shirt she just happened to be wearing......but still.......

Then, with a little sigh she would bend one leg, exposing that soft, silken thigh all the way down to her undies. Not really thinking much of it, being so relaxed with him.

"So, how have things been going at school? I mean who all have you met?"

Yes, she was gonna just chit chat......because what she wanted to do, she couldnt do......so it was all she could think to do....Get to know each other better.......The better they knew each other, the closer they could become......And she wanted that with him.....

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/b][/color] He'd grin, wrapping an arm around her. He liked to be close to her. Was that a problem? She did want to stay in bed for a bit.. Probably gave the two time to think of something to do. Then she mentioned school. Time to talk!

"School is.. Alright. I think I'm passing everything. Hopefully." He scratched his head. He didn't remember what his classes were, but surely he was passing. He was an intelligent boy, after all. "All in all, it's alright. I know people, now. How about for you?" He passed her a grand smile.[/color][/ul]

[Charlie Cross]

She settled into his arm, and though she thought it a bit odd he didnt mention who all he knew specifically she just figured that was the whole guy being vague thing.

Then when it was her turn she shrugged and continued to stroke her finger over her stomach.

"It is alright. I still don't know that many people. Buuut I am a cheerleader and so far I think I am passing most of my classes."

She was smart, she had always just been so easily distracted from things that bored her.......like school.

Either way she would just sigh softly and run her tongue over her lips once more.

"So, tell me Mekky...What is it that you wish to do with your future? You know...in the time you spend in school and after?"

It was a genuine question and one she really wanted to know....She loved hearing other people's plans in life.....Made her own seem a little more validated or silly......depending on their answer.

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/b][/color] He was dead serious. He never had one but damn it he wanted one with all of his heart and would, more than likely, do -almost- anything for one. Well, depending on the situation and his mood and all those kinds of whatnots. "Occupation wise.. I don't really know. I mean, yeah, I want to be a musician but the chances of that happening are like.. One in a million. I'm not like Justin Bieber, I'm big and my voice is.. y'know, deep." Ranting? Ranting. Why? Who knows, he just felt like talking a lot, out of no where.

"Or I could act. I'm decent at acting.. But decent doesn't pay the bills. I don't either, but that's not the point. End rant. Your turn." He grinned, waiting for her response. She'd probably say modeling.. She could do it, too.[/color][/ul]

[Charlie Cross]

She raised her brow at the mention of the cement truck, a little giggle escaping her. She could not help it, it was cute...in its own, scary sort of way.

As he finished she would shrug softly. Her mind wandering over her plans in life and then sighing softly.

"When I was a kid, I used to dream about meeting somebody, falling in love and just having a family.....A real family...something I never had..."

She sighed, closing her eyes as she drew in a deep breath and then shrugged lightly.

"But I realized that...yeah....I may not ever be good enough to be somebodies wife....let alone mother.....So yeah, I guess now, I just want to build up my career....for as long as they will take my body........try and have some kind of life that I can be happy with....."

Yeah, that was about it.....She really did not have many plans for the future, which was why it made other's seem so much better and made her happy to hear them.

[Mekiel Echigo]

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Preacher much? Nope. Obviously not. He wasn't good with words, but he liked to hear himself talk. It got rid of the quiet. Random? Yeah. Why not say it, though? ;]

"Everything.. You should work on it. You'll get what you want with some honest hard work." A kiss on the cheek, then back to the pillow.[/color][/ul]

[Charlie Cross]

She smiled at his words and then shook her head. She liked him, a lot, but she figured sooner or later he would find some other girl to fill her shoes who was much more interesting and a lot more pretty. That was for sure....almost a given.

Yet she didnt say anything, she would keep her own doubts to herself and with a little sigh she would shrug and brush her tongue over her lips slowly.

"I guess so."

She shrugged and would then roll over to face him, her head nuzzling into the pillow as she rested her hands beneath her cheek.

"So, how long do you plan on having me stay here?"

She laughed softly, she figured that at most it was a couple days, but then that was just her and her past dictated that she seemed to get annoying after awhile.

A little sigh passing her lips as she reached out and ran her hand over his cheek slowly, just letting her fingers trace the line of his jaw as she lost herself in thoughts of him, of being with him.....

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/b][/color] He wondered, did she doubt that he cared about her? Hopefully not, that would lead to very, very bad situations ranging from random arguments to her possibly throwing and breaking things. Not that they mattered, really. Not as much as she did, anyway. He'd rub her side as she faced him, thinking about all that could and hopefully would happen between them.

"My plan was to keep you here as long as you wanted, then maybe, y'know, keep you here longer than that." Jokes, of course. He didn't make any jokes like 'I'd tie you up and keep you in my room so I could see you every time I got home.' Well, for starters, that was just creepy, and secondly, he did kind of.. kill people.[/ul][/color]