It All Comes Back Around ( Mekiel )

[Mekiel Echigo]

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[Charlie Cross]

Charlie never felt him get out of bed, though as he did she whimpered, feeling the lack of heat next to her, however she was still too tired to open her eyes and instead just curled up with a pillow and drifted back to sleep.

Later, the scent of food woke her.......She never smelled food in the morning.....ever.....Slowly her eyes would start to open, spotting the plate and then him......Making her press her hands to the bed and push herself to sit up..........

As she did, she rubbed her eyes with the base of her palms in a sleepy little gesture.....

Her hair a mess, falling about her in long messy waves........Finally she looked at the food and then back to him.....Yeah this was gonna be a feat to say the least.

"You really didn't have to....."

She smiled, taking the plate, and using the fork to push the food about a bit. Finally she would start to try and eat, though it was not something she was used to....and it took alot to get the bites down........

Halfway through, she would try as casually as possible to ask as her hand went to where her necklace should have been.....

"Umm...so...what did you do with my necklace?"

Yes she was craving a hit, she had one every morning when she woke up and today was no exception, well it was, but yeah in her mind it wasn't....

Taking another bite she tried to play it off as something less than a dire need......even if inside she was dying to get that rush, that feeling she got.......she knew how bad it would be if she didn't.....Yeah....not pretty at all..........

[Mekiel Echigo]

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Well, there was a quite a bit of food.. His bad. He didn't quite pay attention to her appetite much till now. Was she not going to eat without the stuff? He wanted to face palm. Hell, he wanted a lot of things right now. For example, he wanted her to eat, he wanted her to break the addiction, he wanted - Well, I'll be blunt. He wanted her, all in all, every sense possible. Get it? Got it? Lost it? Not your fault.

His hands folded in his lap as he sat there, wondering what'd happen next.[/color][/ul]

[Charlie Cross]

Her nose wrinkled slightly at the thought of eating more, and yet she said nothing, just took another bite and forced herself to swallow it down.

All the while her foot was shifting back and forth in a slightly irritated and nervous manner. It was just that craving, building and building within her as she struggled to push it aside and eat up everything she could manage to get down.

Finally, with a little sigh, she would have finished at least one egg, some bacon and what not, and then set down her fork, running her tongue over her lips as she drew in a deep breath and then pushed the plate away.

Honestly if she ate anymore she would be sick......pure and simple. Now, facing him she would reach up, nervously pushing back her hair as she bit her lip and then held out her small, slightly shaky hand.

"So...So can I have the necklace back now? I ate...."

She was an addict, and though in the back of her mind she knew she should quit, the need to take that first hit, that psychological need was quite real and very persistent.

Shifting so that her feet dangled off the bed, the right one continued to sway back and forth slowly, irritably......Yet she remained calm.....because it was Mekiel and she was trying not to lose it, even if it was getting hard because she felt like there was some giant wall between her and her high......which in all reality there was......but yeah......

[Mekiel Echigo]

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Silently, he'd pick up her plate and put it on a desk, so as to not dirty the bed, and give her one less thing to throw should she get pissed. He was prepared for some kind of ass kicking, and when it came he'd take it. He figured he'd get much worse if he told her about his own problems, so he refrained from saying anything at all. He'd turn and seat himself in his computer chair, facing her with a grin. One that said many things, but all of them caring.[/color][/ul][/color]

[Charlie Cross]

He took the plate, reaching into the nightstand and pulling out her necklace to hand it to her. She felt that flood of relief come over her then as she let out a little sigh and then twisted the lid off.

It was only then that she realized there was nothing in it. Her hand turning it upside down to receive nothing but air.

At first her lower lip quivered just slightly, then, she felt her hands starting to shake as she calmly turned it back over and screwed the lid back into place, and then, with a little sigh she would close her eyes.

"So....you got rid of it?"

Very calm.......very collected..........at least until the realization hit her that she was now without any and no way to get to her dealer just now.......A little scream escaped her as she threw the necklace at him, aiming to simply nail him with it, though if she hit him in the head she would be thrilled.

Growling softly she hopped off the bed and crossed her arms over her chest tightly.

"I need it! You had no right to get rid of it! None!"

Oh yeah she was mad, but it was more the addict in her than Charlie herself. That was for sure.

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/b][/color] he'd speak in gentle tone, though he knew that it would really not do much. Still, why not try saying anything? His word choice wasn't exactly the greatest, but he was trying. That much must've been evident, right?

His hands would fall to his lap and, with a sigh, he'd stand to his feet. He'd walk over to the necklace, pick it up, and put it on a shelf. Nothing more, nothing less. He didn't want to do something and make her run out, that'd be horrible.[/color][/ul][/color]

[Charlie Cross]

She felt that lower lip tremble, her hands starting to shake all the more as the heat of her tears could be felt down her face.

"No..y..you dont understand. I have to have it. I mean, if I don't I am gonna put on weight and then my career is over. I just, need one hit and I will be fine.....Just one..."

She let those eyes trail over him as she bit her lip and started to pace slightly withing the room. If there was just some way that she could get ahold of her dealer, or perhaps get out of here and get to him, then she could draw money out of her account and pay for it. She would be set for a lat least a couple days...

Yeah problem was, leaving here.........part of her wanted to.....Part of her wanted to stay with him....

"P..Please baby....I..I need it so badly...."

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/i] need this, believe me. I can help you. Please, let me."[/b][/color]

He'd approach her, getting on his knees. He didn't know what else people did when they were going to beg, but he knew this, at least. His hands would rise to meet hers and he'd hold her hands, looking into her eyes with a pleading expression. He wanted this to change, but she wasn't exactly throwing him a line.

"Please, baby."

Continuing the pleading expression, something he'd never done before, was odd. He felt nothing would come from it, really. Was that bad to feel, or was it normal? He, for one, couldn't say. He felt that part of her wanted to leave, though he hoped with all his heart the rest of her was strong enough to stay and beat her addiction.[/ul][/color]

[Charlie Cross]

Her knees were shaking, her hands gripping the shirt she wore just above her thighs, twisting and knotting it nervously....as she watched him fall to his own knees before her.

Tears streaking down her face she wanted to jerk away, but instead she found herself collapsing to the floor in front of him with her head down as she whimpered out softly.

"Ijust...I cant get fat....I have to keep working to stay thin if I plan on this career to work out....I..I need it so badly....P..Please....."

She rested her hands into her lap and twisted it about nervously here and there.....eyes starting at the floor, not daring to lift her eyes to look at him. A little whimper escaping as tears slid down her face and dripped onto the shirt she wore.

Trembling softly, she did not know what else to do. She wanted e with him.......so much but that need.............it was killing her.....

Finally she would collapse back, letting her bottom hit the ground before she would curl her knees to her chest and hide her face against them.

[Mekiel Echigo]

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She'd balled herself up.. She must be real dependent on the stuff.. Well, that much was obvious. With a sigh, he'd drag his knees forward and seat himself on his rear right next to her. He'd give her a reassuring smile, but she probably wasn't going to pay attention to it, and wrap his right arm around her and pull her in close to him, rubbing her arm.

"Baby, look.. I'll help you stay thin and keep you healthy. That way you're getting nothing but benefits from this." He'd lean in and give her a kiss on the cheek. "I promise you, everything'll be okay."[/ul][/color][/color]

[Charlie Cross]

She curled against him, her entire body trembling as she felt that need only begin to increase. Whimpering softly she closed her eyes and bit her lower lip softly.

"Please........I just....I dont know what to do without it....."

Her plea was weaker, giving up, for now......She was too tired to fight and too tired to try and sneak off to get some more stuff. For now she just laid her head against him and let the tears roll down her face.

Finally she would crawl into his lap, curling up and hiding her face against his neck.

"I just....I want to be better.......for you.....I need you..."

Yes she was being emotional and honest, what more could she say.....It was just she had no clue how to behave when she was not high, it had been far too long since that had happened.

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/b][/color] He'd speak calmly and softly into her ear, trying to comfort her in every way possible just to keep her calm. He needed some way of getting her mind off of the stuff, but what could he do? It wasn't like he was adept at this kind of stuff, so he'd try his hardest not to mess anything up.

"You don't need to better yourself for me. I want to be with you for you, and nothing else. Remember that."

He'd place one hand under her chin and lift her head so he could look her in the eye. After a smile, he'd lean in and give her a kiss.
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[Charlie Cross]

With shimmering, teary eyes she looked at him as he spoke, that smile on his face making her little heart race as she felt his lips to her own.

Closing her eyes, she rested her palm against his chest, her head tilting and a little whimper escaping her. Soon enough that tongue would slide into his mouth, caressing his own as she pressed against him, feeling calm for now an lost in his embrace.

She wanted to be with him just as much as he did her, she just wished she could show it.

Slowly her hand brushed over his side, her lips continuing to stay locked with his as a soft, muffled little sound of pleasure escaped her.

She loved the way he felt, loved the way his lips tasted. Hungrily she would continue to kiss him, her body shifting until she could shift in his lap and now straddle him there upon the floor.

With her free hand she brushed it against his cheek and jawline....slowly letting it slip down to his neck and then around, fingers lacking lightly through his hair.....Holding him to her and not wanting to let him go......not now.......not ever.....

Pressing her chest into his own, she deepened that kiss, her smal hand gripping him tightly and her little heart racing.

[Mekiel Echigo]

[/b][/color] He felt like punching himself right now. For many reasons.[/color][/ul]