I Saw the Signs... (closed)

[Dylan Cross]

A little late.....

Dylan had never kept up with the pill. Never on time... sometimes she would even skip a day. This wasn't on purpose... she just always forgot and not like taking the pill was that important. The original reason she had gotten the stuff was to get better skin and to have less days for her... well you know what... Other than that Dylan wasn't sexually active so why bother, right? The only side effect from messing up her scheduled dose was that her monthly was off so sometimes she would accidentally skip it...

Though her heart had been racing this time.

Dylan may not have been sexually active.... but that didn't mean she had a slip up. She was drunk and got a little too carried away. What could she say? Bumped into the wrong kind of guy and the wrong time? Yeah... Well, she did say it... over and over inside her brain. Never before had she felt more disappointed in herself. Dylan and her family had been the epitome of trailer trash. Her virginity was the one thing she could keep to say she had at least that so she wasn't completely trash. Now she lost it to a player and was as dirty as the sleazy apartment she had resided in since moving to America.

Though... Dylan didn't stress on it too much. It was her first time having sex and she was sure they were playing it safe.... she didn't really remember, but she really hope they did.....

Besides.... There were no other signs....

[Dylan Cross]

Those Cravings that Never Leave...

Dylan was at home looking in her fridge. When she found nothing that would satisfy her mystery craving she would go back to watching T.V. As if she forgot what was in the fridge, which was nothing, she would get up and look in it again.

"Gah... There is like... NOTHING in here!" she sighed and looked in the food pantry...which had close to nothing... not because she didn't crave anything... it was because she was too friggen broke to afford any decent snack foods.

Dylan opened the fridge once again... then decided she wanted Olives... when before she wanted something chocolate...

Eff! My cravings are bouncing back and forth!

She would return to the couch and stab the olives with a fork one by one...

~~~

Soon after she found out she had eaten the whole jar of olives.... Yup.... she was disgusted in herself. After Dylan had tossed the jar in the trash after dumping the juice into the sink she looked back into the fridge... which had nothing else but two week cold pizza and old milk.

BLOODY BLOOD!

[Dylan Cross]

I'm fucked....

Dylan ran into the bathroom. She felt the sickness bubble deep inside her stomach and throat. As of late she would find herself i the bathrooms each morning... she knew it had to be what she was trying to deny..... she was going to have to get herself one of those tests...

As she threw up anything that she had eaten... which was a lot due to her cravings... she would think about the possible outcomes. She didn't want to abort.... but she wasn't sure if she wanted to keep it... Yeah she would because it would be apart of her and they usually are life changing nd could really build a person... though on the logical side... she was a sixteen year old girl who was living on her own and was broke as shit... Hell... she could barely support herself...

~~~

She wore large sunglasses and a hat when she went to the store. It was embarrasing to have to buy one of these things at her age... but she had to do what she had to do....

~~~

Pacing back and forth while watching the clock tick was one of the most anticipating things she had ever had to do... Finally the time was up and she ran to the stick and looked at the little symbol.

With pause she would let free of the test and let it fall to the floor as she looked into space.

I'm pregnant.