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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jun 18, 2010 17:55:32 GMT -5
Kevala was at home, the sun just starting to set behind the horizon and Zeke tucked securely into bed. It had been a long day of training and working her body to get back into shape after having been injured for so long.
Seated on her couch, she was dressed in a pair of pj bottoms and a tank top.....her long black hair pulled back and her glasses planted firmly upon her face.......
She looked nothing like the threatening girl she usually came across as. Here in her house, dressed as she was, she looked like a typical teenage girl. Something about her seeming almost innocent, which in fact there was, even if she hid it well behind all the masks she wore for everyone.
Holding her phone in her hand, she slid it open and closed as she bit upon her lower lip nervously. She had something she wanted........no HAD to do.......it was just weighing on her if NOW was the right time........
Drawing in a deep breath, she would finally slide the phone back open.
With that she punched in her address and then hit send. It was done, and now all she could do was HOPE that Lexi actually responded or came by. Shaking her head she would throw her head back onto the back of the couch and look up at the ceiling.
Nothing more to do other than sit there patiently and wait.....
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Post by Alexis Seran on Jun 18, 2010 18:30:52 GMT -5
Cheesies were gross... not the crunchy ones...but the puffy ones with the ugly cheetah on the front of the bag. Why was Alexis eating them? She had a craving for it... it was that time of month where you just want to eat EVERYTHING! So she was driving back from the gas station with a shit load of goodies when she got a text. Once she hit a stop light she grabbed her phone and read it. Her brow perked when she saw the number and instantly she was curious. What is overdue? She sucked on her fingers to get the cheesiness away 'cause she didn't want to wipe it on her white dress... yeah she had a black vest thingy over it... but she didn't want powdery neon orange vibrantly glowing with the black background of her vest. Should I? Hopefully it's not a plan to lock her in the basement to claim Gabriel all to herself...She was joking...yes... she joked to herself... Kept things amusing up in her noggin. She then turned her car down the next street that would lead her to Kevala's general direction. Best not Gabriel know about this? Maybe not. Alexis pulled into her drive away and shoved a few more cheesies in her mouth before leaving the car. Once she closed it..she opened it again and grabbing the bag of cheet-os and a few bags of whoppers.....and sour patch kids...... and Doritos.... K... now she was fully loaded with her snacks she travelled to the door...she would knock...but only to warn the girl she was there and she would let herself in. *shrugs*Alexis was never one for manners. "G'day!" she would call out..waiting for a reply so she could tell where the girl's where abouts were...then once she heard where the voice was coming from she would enter the room looking at the girl with an expression of mass curiosity. "You rang?" she said with cheet-os still crammed in her cheeks. |
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jun 18, 2010 18:46:39 GMT -5
Kevala didnt really expect the knock so when it came she raised her brow. As Alexis entered Kev turned her head toward the girl and offered up the best smile she could. To Kev all the food looked like a normal snack so she honestly thought nothing of it. Instead she would motion to one of the chairs about the room.
"Please.....sit..."
With that it was time to put on the serious face and get down to business. She had a lot to say and hoped by the time it was over this shit would not come back to bite her in the ass. But it had to be done if their "family" every had any hope of peace amongst the ranks....at least this specific section at least.
"Look, I know you dont like me all that much because........well because of how you believe I feel for Gabriel. And you have every right to feel that way..."
She drew in a deep breath and sat forward, her elbows coming to rest on her knees as she looked over Alexis with those icy hues.
"I do love him. I have never denied it and I probably never will........But it is not what you think."
She spoke the last part rapidly, not gonna let Lex get too angry too fast before she had a chance to get it all out.
"He is like my brother....that is all.."
She then dropped her eyes and sighed....Okay now the hard part Heh.
"I know you may not like me, because you dont understand me or what it is between Gabe and I.......If you will sit long enough....I will explain and answer any questions.....Honestly."
Hopefully no screaming ensued.......Cranky baby was not what she felt like dealing with tonight........Well okay, so both girls could fall into that area on a good day...BUT STILL!!
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Post by Alexis Seran on Jun 18, 2010 19:29:31 GMT -5
Alexis would take a seat as she was told and would stick the few bags of goodies on her lap.
"Look, I know you don't like me all that much because........well because of how you believe I feel for Gabriel. And you have every right to feel that way..." Alexis was wrestling to get the bag of whoppers open..making a bunch of loud annoying crinkley noises... but it doesn't mean she wasn't paying attention. There was more than one reason why Alexis disliked Kev... usually was for someone. That's how Alexis rolled. If she hated someone...then she wouldn't care when that person hurt her. She blamed her siblings on fucking her up that way.
"He is like my brother....that is all.." Alexis' brow perked as she flicked a whopper in her mouth. She slowly chewed it..letting the wafer and chocolate melt in her mouth (OOC: so tempted to go buy some......)
"I know you may not like me, because you don't understand me or what it is between Gabe and I.......If you will sit long enough....I will explain and answer any questions.....Honestly."
Okay... so she wanted to do a repeat of the night Alexis broke up with Gabriel? Honestly Alexis was passed the "hating" Kev thing.. that was a few years ago... it was just a... indifference between them now... well... the same indifference Alexis shares with quite literally everyone. Alexis held grudges... but two years was a bit much... only people she hated enough to not forgive for more than that were her parents. She still hoped every night that her mother was rotting in jail and that her father was doing the same but in hell.
"I don't hate you. I just think that some of the things you do are idiotic and very stupid."she would shrug sticking some more whoppers in her mouth. "And I don't think I have any questions...Well actually.. yeah... Gabriel punched you in the stomach... I thought that was pretty violent for him.... Why do you love someone who does that to you?" she would hold out the bag towards Kev to see if she would like some chocolatey goodness.
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jun 18, 2010 19:41:42 GMT -5
Kev sat there and listened nodding slightly to the stupid comment.
"Yes, I can be stupid. If nothing else it is proven by the fact that I still love him after countless times of him doing much much worse to me."
She shrugged, in her head he was always going to be her big brother no matter what happened or what he did. Sh looked up to him and she would do anything for him. Just cause he was an ass or tried to push her away did not mean she would give into it and walk away.
Looking up to Lex she smiled sheepishly and gave off a soft laugh....
"I grew up in foster care...People beat me and put me down because of my condition. I have scars from where they tried to kill me.....All these people that were supposed to love me..."
She looked away for a moment, trying to catch her thoughts and keep them under control.
"All I ever wanted was a family. To not be alone and lost......always searching.....I wanted people to take me for who I was with no strings attached..........I found that in him."
Then was when her eyes turned back to Alexis, another soft shrug offered as she ran her tongue across her lower lip slowly.
"From the moment we met he always understood who I was and why I was the way I am. Sure my stupidity annoys him, and he tries to change it, but he doesnt love me any less because of it..........He IS my family, and regardless how mean he is to me, I know there is always a reason, and usually that reason is nothing more than trying to fix me.......I don't love somebody and turn my back on them.....No matter what......."
She hoped that would answer the question. She wanted the girl to understand where Kev stood on the matter. Was she stupid? Yeaaaah she could be at times...But then that was just who she was.......Did not change the way she felt or the fact that deep down she did have some form of moral fiber in her.
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Post by Alexis Seran on Jun 18, 2010 20:25:32 GMT -5
Alexis listened to the words that came from her mouth. Alexis... could somewhat understand. She didn't grow up in foster care... but she did have all the people that should have loved her beat her senseless for her own condition... Well... Her parents beat her before she was diagnosed... but being diagnosed did nothing, but make it worse.... and make it so both Donavan and Olivia would turn against her. If they had the chance to blame something on Alexis to avoid a nice ass whoopin...they would take it.
Alexis thought she had someone who would accept her for who she was... Li Nakamura. He was her first love, but even he couldn't stand how she was as a person. Alexis was lucky enough to find Gabe... He was devastated by Livi's death just as she... She clung to him as a safety net... The one person her sister truly cared for.... Her and Gabriel were able to relate aside from their past squabbles. He accepted her...
"I... understand..." Alexis' mood took a turn now. It was always a soft spot to mention family. She had always wanted one... she wanted her relationship with Gabriel to grow into one... Get married... have kids...well... one kid... But she just wasn't sure if Gabriel was ready... and she was too afraid to ask.... fear that it would ruin what she had with him... A flash back of the night where she found Reira sitting in his living room. "Man...I gotta hand it to you for having the courage to keep caring about someone after all that." Heck... last time she saw her brother prior to San Diego was Point Hope... but just like now..it was only him making the effort. Alexis managed to push herself away from everyone... She was a loner when she was in school... her siblings told on her... no one wanted to have a dishonest friend right? "And I'm sorry for trying to take away your chance at having a family... I just... You're really pretty....alarmingly pretty and I felt threatened."
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jun 18, 2010 20:37:35 GMT -5
Kev sat there, and once again she listened. It was all she could do, letting a soft sigh pass her lips as she looked down at herself. People kept saying she was pretty, but honestly she never really got it. Shaking her head she finally turned her attention back to Lexi, a more genuine smile on her lips this time around.
"Thanks, though I always just figured you for the pretty one. But honestly, there is no need to feel threatened by me. I have enough relationship issues going on at the moment...."
Oh yeah, plenty.......Here she was in love with Nathaniel, and a part of her in love with Mischa.....Not to mention the part of her that still went in search of somebody to love her......It was all so confusing......
"But you know.....You didn't mess up my shot at a family....You are my family to........Just as I would stand up and die for him in a heartbeat I would do the same for you.....Without question."
That was a rare thing for Kev, but she knew that if Alexis died it would destroy Gabe, and she could never allow that......Not to mention it would destroy her family......Another thing she was not about to let happen.
"Which reminds me.......Thank you for saving me that night at the school."
She bit her lip slightly and shrugged, a little nervous laugh escaping her.
"Always somebody out to kill me. Keeps life interesting I guess. But if you dont mind me asking.......w..why did you save me?"
It was an honest question......Kev really really wanted to know what it was that had saved her life that night...
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Post by Alexis Seran on Jun 18, 2010 21:03:38 GMT -5
Alexis shook her head no to the pretty comment. She would have to admit she wasn't bad looking just because she had several boys chase her tail... but at the same time guy usually would go after anyone who had a pulse... so yeah she didn't feel pretty all the time.. especially compared to Kev... that girl was outstandingly pretty... Which is why she disliked her in the past. The girl was gorgeous.... and she managed to get Gabe to cheat. She was a powerful girl and Alexis knew that.
Then what Alexis' eyes opened wide at the next words that escaped Kevala's mouth. Kevala had just admitted to Alexis being family... Admitted to be willing to risk her life for hers. It caught her off guard and she certainly just stared at the girl with her intense emerald eyes.
"Always somebody out to kill me. Keeps life interesting I guess. But if you dont mind me asking.......w..why did you save me?"
Alexis cocked her brow at the question. Alexis saved Reira... Alexis wasn't a complete ass hole... "I'm not as heartless as I make myself out to be...." Alexis will be a bitch... but never want to see someone get in a fight or get murdered...wasn't her cup of tea. "That and well... I thought of Zeke. He can't be without a mother that loves him... I didn't get what he was lucky enough to have... and well... also... yeah.. I guess I can see you as family...even if Gabriel and I aren't married." a small smile spread on her lips. It was... a relief to let out her feelings with someone who wasn't Gabriel.... though even with him she tries to keep stuff away from his ear shot. "but man... that pillar of yours is a real jerk.." she remembered having a fat lip for a few weeks.... scratches along her face...it was bad... on top of it all he stabbed Kev...
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jun 18, 2010 22:41:45 GMT -5
Kev smiled in response to the one that now lit up Alexis' face. It was nice too feel some form of good emotion coming from the girl. Then at the mention of Jack her smile faded and she looked down, biting her lower lip nervously once more......
In her mind he had stabbed her, and already there were other issues concerning him......Like what he had done to Lex.....His words that she could remember.....
"Do not think I have forgotten what he did to you. I plan to handle the matter. Things have just been a bit complicated with him."
She sighed and reached up to tuck her hair behind her ears slowly.
"You know....He met Zeke once........Completely acted as if he was not there.......MOST of the time. Heh......"
Yeah so Kev was being honest...She really wanted this to work between the two......Things could be so much better if it did.....Even she was smart enough to see that.
Offering up another soft smile she would shrug lightly and try to play it off as no big deal. Even though it was eating her alive......
"Beside I do not think Nathaniel would really care for the amount of time I spend with him."
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Post by Alexis Seran on Jun 18, 2010 23:10:42 GMT -5
"Do not think I have forgotten what he did to you. I plan to handle the matter. Things have just been a bit complicated with him."
Alexis shook her head. She didn't think it was a good idea... Jack was dangerous. It was proven when he had stabbed Kev...and nearly won over Alexis.
"You know....He met Zeke once........Completely acted as if he was not there.......MOST of the time. Heh...... Beside I do not think Nathaniel would really care for the amount of time I spend with him."
Alexis didn't have the knowledge that the two of them had more of a relationship than simply Captain and pillar. Though she just assumed it was a whole friend thing.... and well... yeah.
"Really? Seems kind of selfish.... You would think you would pay the kid attention.. especially if he is an Angel incarnate."
Alexis had made it apparent she loved Zeke. If anything she made it apparent to even Gabriel she loved the kid so much she may have wanted one of their own. She wasn't sure what his views were...they seemed to stray from the conversation for fear it would mess things up and make everything awkward.
"But yeah... got yourself in a sticky mess... You should really watch yourself Kev... Gabriel and I won't always be there to help you." her past experiences with Gabriel... she knew Kev would get herself in a lot of trouble... and she had a nice taste of it when babysitting Zeke those couple times.... or tackling a pillar to the ground after attempted murder."And... Nathaniel? So you are with him then?" man she was so far behind.... Last time she remembered she was with that Devon kid......... then Mischa...which still made her lawl... and now she was with the brother of Gabe's that she had only just learned about...
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jun 18, 2010 23:51:38 GMT -5
And the conversation just continued to get more and more nerve racking for Kev. Nodding softly she would sigh and brush her tongue across her lips slowly.
"Yeah, um.....I guess we are together....I mean things are.........complicated there to....Him with his other women....Heh."
Yeah so her life was fucked up. No point in hiding it. She was like a walking fucking charity case and she hated it. But that was just how she was...even when she tired to do the right thing she somehow fucked it up.
"I am trying my best.......I know it is easy to think bad of me.........But.....I just want somebody who actually cares about me......So I am not so alone....."
Sure she had family in Lex and Gabe and Zeke............but that did not help when she came home to emptiness every night. No matter how good her mood that day, it always ended with her practically in tears in her bed.....
She hated herself for what happened with Mischa and for not being enough for Nathaniel............It was torture she suffered every night........She just did well to hide it from the world.
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Post by Alexis Seran on Jun 19, 2010 0:15:32 GMT -5
"Yeah, um.....I guess we are together....I mean things are.........complicated there to....Him with his other women....Heh."
It was amazing how quick Alexis could pass a judgment and hate some one almost instantly. Though at least this had better reason... Alexis was never one for cheaters.... she felt disgusted in herself when she slept with a man who had a girlfriend... to be fair he didn't tell her of the relationship and she had to find out the hard way...but it still didn't stop that sick feeling in her stomach that made her throw up.
"I am trying my best.......I know it is easy to think bad of me.........But.....I just want somebody who actually cares about me......So I am not so alone....."
"You're obviously looking for the wrong people. Sorry to break it to you... that's not a relationship if you aren't the only one... And don't go using that whole 'open relationship' shit with me... I think that's corrupt. If you can't stick to one girl you don't deserve to declare a false relationship." she shrugged. "You deserve more and he deserves to get his balls chopped off." Gabriel's brother or not... she hated him. His blood relations to the boy she loves doesn't change his God awful personality.
"Have you tried Plenty 'o' Fish?"
LAWL
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jun 19, 2010 0:22:41 GMT -5
Kev knew she was right but gods there was something about that man she could not resist...Every time he came around she went weak inside.
Sighing softly she would let Lex finish before she cracked a smart ass little grin.
"Yeah tastes like chicken. Why you think I eat so much of it?"
Of course she knew about what it was Lex was referring to, but then everyone knew about her and Mischa..........How could she resist?
A little giggle escaping her at her own joke before she would draw in a calming breath and smile.
"I think I am too paranoid for online dating crap....I dont know how to handle people if I cant read their emotional waves and shit........Prolly why I mess up with Gabe and Nate so much......They block me."
She laughed a bit more....She never minded that she had to work to figure them out.........Gave her something to do and was a good learning experience for her.........
Reaching up to brush her fingers through her hair she would shrug softly and then lean back onto the couch.
"You know I have shitty luck ever since my first boyfriend.....Complete ass hole."
She rolled her eyes and shook it off even though that was one of the darker memories of her past.
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Post by Alexis Seran on Jun 19, 2010 0:43:20 GMT -5
"Yeah tastes like chicken. Why you think I eat so much of it?"
Alexis puckered her lips as she went bug eyed, those green hues shifting off to the far left to look away from Kev... Alexis just really didn't know how to react to the "obvious" lesbian joke.
"I think I am too paranoid for online dating crap....I dont know how to handle people if I cant read their emotional waves and shit........Prolly why I mess up with Gabe and Nate so much......They block me. You know I have shitty luck ever since my first boyfriend..... Complete ass hole."
"Exes tend to be.... But um... GUUURL... no wonder you are looking at the wrong guys. Frig man you are depending on reading people too much... you are over thinking shit and that's getting you in trouble. When I over thought shit I had a fiance break an engagement off with me.... and I almost split up with Gabriel... Now I'm trying to cut back and so far Gabe and I are working." for the first little bit there was no sign of an Australian accent.. but instead she sounded like a black women while bobbing her head. Of course her hand was lifted as if she were aiming a gun to the roof and she "tsked" her finger.... but around the end she got a bit more serious and her accent came back.
"I would suggest my brother bu-" she stopped there. "Oh cute glasses. I wear glasses too... but they are more bulgy and dorky."
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jun 19, 2010 0:50:58 GMT -5
Kev shook her head. Normal girls would have gotten lost there at the end of the statement, but Kev just kept right on up.
"Oh thanks, yeah I usually wear contacts. I never had to before but the doctors say it is the light color of my eyes...and the sun....its messing with my vision. It sucks. Though I bet you still look hawt in your glasses. Heh..."
Kev would pull her glasses off and look at them a moment before putting them back on her face.
"Meh I dont know if I am ready for any more men....Honestly it is just so confusing and I have enough issues going on. Like figuring out how this family shit works."
She then bounced out of her seat and stood up, her hand rubbing over her tummy she would look toward Lex and smile.
"You want a root beer float? They are so yummy and I am starving.....Like wasting away here........I think I have chocolate stashed somewhere to.....Oh! And gummie bears! Looove gummie bears!"
She was a very excitable little thing when it came right down to it, but she was lovable...........In her own twisted little way.
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