Post by Mischa Badoer on Apr 12, 2010 2:57:29 GMT -5
Me and a friend's Deviant Art the photography is his... the animations are mine.... We haven't posted anything on there for awhile..but I'm sure I will someday.
Now poems?
Some oldies....some of you may have read them before... but now you get the luxury of how they were inspired...and at the end there is a new installment!
P.S a majority of these are done through posting and boredom though keep in mind I relate to them too...so they are a little more thoughtful than "just a post".... yes they fail..but I'm not a poet!!
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This was when I was going through some hard times...I thought of it while walking from my computer to my bed...then I rushed back to my computer and quickly wrote it down.
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This was in a thread with Alexis..popped it out as if it was a normal post... It was inspired by being someone you don't wanna be..but finding someone who you are comfortable with to show who you really are... but of course scared they will run away when they really see who you are as a person.
Dying then Found
Take what I have to offer
Wish it was special
I want to show you more
And share with you, my soul
I’m trapped behind these lies
Take this mask off of me
you are the only one
Who can see this missing face
Not who I said I was
I am not my own
But tonight I am yours
Will you stay?
Now my eyes are blind
Lead me on
Bring me to you
The path is unknown to me
You helped me look
To where I have yet to see
Left to watch as you escape
Don’t leave me behind
This next one..I don't like the way I had written it... but it was another quicky I made for a post... and just like anything I do I relate to... you think it is about a bad relationship...nah its about my mom.
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This was when I had a crush... that I knew wouldn't work, because of the past we shared.
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I as upset with someone who I thought was a best friend. He said some things that hurt me... didn't help that I had a crush on him... yep same guy as the one above..
Dead in My Eyes
You drown in the hate you conceive
Listening to the words of distrust
Handing them out as you receive
as you are murdered by their rust
Fall for the lies they prove
Hide from the truth that’s untold
I dare you to make your move
Because you drank from the deception they sold
Accept my idea when I say you’ve failed
I couldn’t help you with that mistake
You are behind now that the ship had sailed
And I hope you like the life that helped you fake
Before I forget your name I want to ask
If you are happy with what you have done
I want you to be miserable with your chosen task
Because you’ve destroyed me and melted my sun
The feelings you have towards me are hard to perceive
So when I say I hate you, will you believe?
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LOL same guy...though I won't say I "loved" him... it was just for a last minute title.
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K..can't explain this one too well..it was just for an Alexis post about her sister who committed suicide...
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This was for a post as well... its about giving up on what you wanted because you feel inadequate...
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K..this one I just finished..It was the one that took the longest...mostly because it started off as a bunch of Facebook statuses when I felt a little down... this I finished it tonight... and well..hard to explain really... soo yeah.. can't...You can perceive it the way you wish though... reading it I can tell you guys will assume... *shrugs*
... man... sadly this is my happiest poem >.>
Now poems?
Some oldies....some of you may have read them before... but now you get the luxury of how they were inspired...and at the end there is a new installment!
P.S a majority of these are done through posting and boredom though keep in mind I relate to them too...so they are a little more thoughtful than "just a post".... yes they fail..but I'm not a poet!!
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This was when I was going through some hard times...I thought of it while walking from my computer to my bed...then I rushed back to my computer and quickly wrote it down.
Afflicted Conception
Falling to the back of my mind
Lost my way back home,
And long past my time to return.
I hear myself calling,
scared for the reply.
Why must I beseech such a plight?
My beckon has been answered,
Now I stare at the offer of a welcoming hand.
Its calm embrace pulls me in.
I turn against my last escape.
Reality is no more a redemption,
As I am lulled by the silent voice of insanity.
Falling to the back of my mind
Lost my way back home,
And long past my time to return.
I hear myself calling,
scared for the reply.
Why must I beseech such a plight?
My beckon has been answered,
Now I stare at the offer of a welcoming hand.
Its calm embrace pulls me in.
I turn against my last escape.
Reality is no more a redemption,
As I am lulled by the silent voice of insanity.
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This was in a thread with Alexis..popped it out as if it was a normal post... It was inspired by being someone you don't wanna be..but finding someone who you are comfortable with to show who you really are... but of course scared they will run away when they really see who you are as a person.
Dying then Found
Take what I have to offer
Wish it was special
I want to show you more
And share with you, my soul
I’m trapped behind these lies
Take this mask off of me
you are the only one
Who can see this missing face
Not who I said I was
I am not my own
But tonight I am yours
Will you stay?
Now my eyes are blind
Lead me on
Bring me to you
The path is unknown to me
You helped me look
To where I have yet to see
Left to watch as you escape
Don’t leave me behind
This next one..I don't like the way I had written it... but it was another quicky I made for a post... and just like anything I do I relate to... you think it is about a bad relationship...nah its about my mom.
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A letter for you,
I had been with you forever
Your arms warm this soul
We laughed and cried together
Happiness had then taken it’s toll
You didn’t want to see my face
My heart aches for your touch
I am left within an empty space
Wished you wanted this as much
You did the same to her
We watch as you fall in that hole
As our hearts bend and wither
Too difficult to play this role
Try and catch up with this pace
Attempt to desert that crutch
Or fail to finish this race
These words are hard to clutch
…I will love you eternally
I had been with you forever
Your arms warm this soul
We laughed and cried together
Happiness had then taken it’s toll
You didn’t want to see my face
My heart aches for your touch
I am left within an empty space
Wished you wanted this as much
You did the same to her
We watch as you fall in that hole
As our hearts bend and wither
Too difficult to play this role
Try and catch up with this pace
Attempt to desert that crutch
Or fail to finish this race
These words are hard to clutch
…I will love you eternally
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This was when I had a crush... that I knew wouldn't work, because of the past we shared.
The Missing Mistake
You can’t be who you say you are
Now show me, reveal your wings
Take me away, can you bring me far
Fly to the skies where the raven sings
Tell us of a place we both can hide
A land secreted of those who seek it
Hide your pain and show me pride
For the blinded path to be found and lit
Forget the past, say goodnight to memories
Look forward and welcome tomorrow
Turn around and murder their apologies
So we can both run away and kill this sorrow
We didn’t make it, open your eyes
Look to those who we left behind
We were meant to stay and let them rise
Now selfishness, he did so find
You can’t be who you say you are
Take me away, don’t bring me far
You can’t be who you say you are
Now show me, reveal your wings
Take me away, can you bring me far
Fly to the skies where the raven sings
Tell us of a place we both can hide
A land secreted of those who seek it
Hide your pain and show me pride
For the blinded path to be found and lit
Forget the past, say goodnight to memories
Look forward and welcome tomorrow
Turn around and murder their apologies
So we can both run away and kill this sorrow
We didn’t make it, open your eyes
Look to those who we left behind
We were meant to stay and let them rise
Now selfishness, he did so find
You can’t be who you say you are
Take me away, don’t bring me far
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I as upset with someone who I thought was a best friend. He said some things that hurt me... didn't help that I had a crush on him... yep same guy as the one above..
Dead in My Eyes
You drown in the hate you conceive
Listening to the words of distrust
Handing them out as you receive
as you are murdered by their rust
Fall for the lies they prove
Hide from the truth that’s untold
I dare you to make your move
Because you drank from the deception they sold
Accept my idea when I say you’ve failed
I couldn’t help you with that mistake
You are behind now that the ship had sailed
And I hope you like the life that helped you fake
Before I forget your name I want to ask
If you are happy with what you have done
I want you to be miserable with your chosen task
Because you’ve destroyed me and melted my sun
The feelings you have towards me are hard to perceive
So when I say I hate you, will you believe?
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LOL same guy...though I won't say I "loved" him... it was just for a last minute title.
Love No More
Losing him, I begin to fear
So I fall into his pride
But, abandonment is all I hear
It was my emotions who lied
Listening to them makes it break
And ignoring does no repair
Together, we do not make
Because he shows no care
His words are left unsaid
I scream for them to be spoken
But they fester and rot ‘til dead
Now that the voice is already broken
Now I need to run
From his grip that holds on tight
And from the eyes that burn like the sun
I’m gone when he doesn’t put up a fight
Finding him is what I fear
From the pain I felt for a year
Losing him, I begin to fear
So I fall into his pride
But, abandonment is all I hear
It was my emotions who lied
Listening to them makes it break
And ignoring does no repair
Together, we do not make
Because he shows no care
His words are left unsaid
I scream for them to be spoken
But they fester and rot ‘til dead
Now that the voice is already broken
Now I need to run
From his grip that holds on tight
And from the eyes that burn like the sun
I’m gone when he doesn’t put up a fight
Finding him is what I fear
From the pain I felt for a year
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K..can't explain this one too well..it was just for an Alexis post about her sister who committed suicide...
Will she wake from that slumber
Eternity has passed since she fell asleep
Her pretty eyes, I can't remember
Wish she were mine to hold and to keep
Yesterday has gone and past
Still I ignore their speech
The denial came all to fast
Prove those wrong; come when I reach
Return to me
You are more than you know
I love you; wish you could see
That my pain had came too it's low
Eternity has passed since she fell asleep
Her pretty eyes, I can't remember
Wish she were mine to hold and to keep
Yesterday has gone and past
Still I ignore their speech
The denial came all to fast
Prove those wrong; come when I reach
Return to me
You are more than you know
I love you; wish you could see
That my pain had came too it's low
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This was for a post as well... its about giving up on what you wanted because you feel inadequate...
Lost the chance I had
Now stacking itself atop the others that failed
Piling high to mock my life
Letting me see the success I let slip
Having it break before me
and not being able to fix it
Yet creating another task that I could not accomplish
Now my last dream I needed to fulfill
Fell beneath the cracks
And it was the most important of all
There was no way I could have helped it
Good-bye to the life I didn’t have
Now stacking itself atop the others that failed
Piling high to mock my life
Letting me see the success I let slip
Having it break before me
and not being able to fix it
Yet creating another task that I could not accomplish
Now my last dream I needed to fulfill
Fell beneath the cracks
And it was the most important of all
There was no way I could have helped it
Good-bye to the life I didn’t have
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K..this one I just finished..It was the one that took the longest...mostly because it started off as a bunch of Facebook statuses when I felt a little down... this I finished it tonight... and well..hard to explain really... soo yeah.. can't...You can perceive it the way you wish though... reading it I can tell you guys will assume... *shrugs*
... man... sadly this is my happiest poem >.>
Her emotions crumbled between trembling hands
as she held tight to her sanity.
For so long she hadn't seen the sun;
the once so bright star
is nothing but a dark memory that only her past can recognize.
I watched as their questions were asked through silent lips
And how she was left finding herself lost in spelling the answer
I want to be the one who spills her bad thoughts
Praying that I can fill her dreams with meaning
My eyes are for her
But no one can see
That I want to be the kiss that stills her every breath
I want to be her answer
That would be able show her the light
as she held tight to her sanity.
For so long she hadn't seen the sun;
the once so bright star
is nothing but a dark memory that only her past can recognize.
I watched as their questions were asked through silent lips
And how she was left finding herself lost in spelling the answer
I want to be the one who spills her bad thoughts
Praying that I can fill her dreams with meaning
My eyes are for her
But no one can see
That I want to be the kiss that stills her every breath
I want to be her answer
That would be able show her the light
