Unraveling ( Jayden )

[Ceraphine Davis]

S[/size]asha for some reason could not get the boy she had met at school that day out of her head. The boy with the mismatched eyes and the dark air about him.....

Jayden......

It was rare for her to remember names, she usually took them in and threw them away as though they were meaningless, and they were, or at least they had been, up until now.

What was it about him? Why did his face, his words, those beautiful eyes stick in her mind like a memory she could not erase? It had been several days sense she had seen him, and though she had looked for him at school, she had come up empty handed. No, she had to figure out what this boy had that made him so special. It had to be some kind of trick, some kind of pull that she could not place.

She did not know if she should be angry or if perhaps she should be curious...or both.....What if this was some mind game he was playing with her? What then? Did he think she would simply let him walk away with that power over her?

Never.....

So, she had taken the ball into her court and had broken into the student records office. Finding his file and address along with a phone number and list of contacts. Though in her mind it really made no difference...she did not intend to call, nor did she need to know who he was close with. She had her own way of dealing with this, her own method of getting him out of her head and she would do such today.

Waking up in her apartment she had furnished for herself while she was in control of this body, she had gone straight to the shower, washing in her honey vanilla scented bath soaps and shampoos and then spent the rest of the morning getting ready.

Now, as her car pulled to the curb in front of his house, she pulled down the visor to check her make up one last time. She was not sure that he was home, or if his family would be there, but she had already figured out how to handle it if they were. She was going to get this boy out of her head, the one and only way she knew how. Sasha was a predator in the form of a small, petite and beautiful girl. A dangerous mix that set loose could cause havoc on many a mans heart. But lucky for Jayden, it was not his heart she was after.

Though still, as she crawled out of her car, dressed in a pair of small short, shorts and a white tank top, her blond hair falling down around her, she could not shake this nagging sensation in the back of her mind. It was as though she was missing some bigger part of the puzzle and no matter how hard she thought over the matter, it just did not come into place.

But that would end today. She had to make it end. She hated this.....feeling....it was not what she was used to and the sooner she satisfied her "hunger" the sooner she could get back to her life....Besides, she wanted to destroy Kev's life and this was just a step along that path...

Her open toed sandals, revealing perfectly polished black nails, tapped against the walkway as she closed the car door and made her way upward toward the house. Her posture perfect, her attitude confident...she was a girl sure of herself and here to get what she wanted ....no matter what it took to get there.....

Stepping up to the door, her manicured and matching polished nails came forth to curl into a tiny fist, knocking upon the door loud enough to announce her arrival yet not so loud as to seem desperate.....

Then she withdrew her hand, waiting, and using the time to straighten her sunglasses over her face and brush back a few strands of hair from her face.....That tongue of hers slipping forth so that the tip could slid over those delicate lips, giving them a glossy and tempting look.....

Now, all she needed.....was Jayden.......

[jayden]

Jayden was sitting in his room, alone, his eyes closed to the world, his hands in his lap as he sat cross-legged upon his bed, considering the events of the last few days, trying to find himself, trying to find a reason for the things he did, the reason never seemed to come to him. was he trying to prove something?

no

was he trying to make someone proud?

no

Did he want power?

yes

why?

...

Jayden's eyes closed slightly tighter, he thought harder, pushing himself to find an answer other than the obvious "its human nature" that kept popping into his mind. no he would not accept that, it didn't make sense. he tried to reason with himself. his brother. his brother did not want power, his brother never wanted power, his brother was compltely content to follow the crowd and just be entertaining. but was jayden trying to live up to his brother?

no

was he trying to be as different from his brother as he could possibly be?

no

what was he trying to do?

not trying to do anything...

then what was he doing?

...

Jayden took a deep breath, breathing out and counting to ten as he breathed, he was slowly realizing how much unnecessary stress he was taking upon himself. his messy room spoke of his lack of care for his personal happiness he had been showing lately. clothing all over the floor, sprite cans on the piano from late night writing sessions, his guiat was thrown on the bed next to him, and that was an easy, fix, just put it on the stand

put it on the stand

no

why not?

don't want to

why not?

I don't know

are you lazy?

no

are you defiant?

I guess so

but was that all? was he just trying to find some sort of way to be defiant? is that why he wanted power? so that he could do whatever he pleased?

maybe

so what are you doing?

being myself

and what does that mean to you?

I dunno... I'll figure it out as it goes

Jayden's eyes opened, he felt like he had just watched too many episodes of neon genesis evangelion, too many mind games, his head hurt. he turned behind him, grabbed his guitar, slid his feet over his bed onto the soft carped, walked over and placed his guitar down on its stand. he smirked, just being himself. he turned around, pacing back to his bed, his blanket laid unkept across his matress. with his quick hands he managed to set that right almost immediately. it was a quick fold at the top, bending the fringes back to give it a very neat apperance. he then looked up at his window... what time was it anyway?

Jayden hadn't been sleeping lately, a strange insomnia had overswept him, he did not know why. he tried thinking about the things that had happened lately... it was probably all of his unnecessary stress he put on himself. he looked to the clothing on the floor, begining to pick it up, as well as picking up some comic books, placing them back into his comic book cupboard. he was reminded of the beautiful redhead whom he had allowed to borrow any of his comics... he wondered when he would see her next.

usually he was so calm, usually things never bothered him. what was going on?

in a moment he dropped all of the clothes in a pile in a corner of his room, forgetting them he walked to the bathroom, looking into the mirror. he had only gotten home from school a little bit ago, and yet he felt so tired. he was suddenly thankful no one else was in the house. his mother and father where both out, his mother getting a massage, and his father at work, being a great salesman as usual. no one could haggle like Mr. D'Armond. not even Victor. this made Jayden smile, even if he didn't like his father much he was just glad that somebody was better at something than Victor.

Jayden looked at himself in the bathroom mirror, not exactly happy with what he saw, the lyric of a my chemical romance song fell into his head almost instantly and he sand, being all alone, with no fear in a fine tenor "if you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out first hand what its like to be me..." he trailed off, that was really the only part he cared for anyway. Jayden looked at the slight bloodhsot that had infected his seperately colored eyes, grimacing as he leaned over to open his medicine cabinet, his long arms reaching to grab an eyeliner pencil. usually Jayden was above wearing eyeliner, but today he felt like it. just being himself he supposed as he uncapped the pencil, and leaned closer to the mirror, placing a thin but noticable black line under his left eye. he looked at the mirror for a moment, his amber eye complimented by the eyeliner so incredibly well that he almost felt compelled to lean over and line out his other eye as well. his seperately colored eyes where quite an impressive sight with the eyeliner underneath them, he felt good about himself for a moment. the one thing Jayden liked about himself was his eyes. he looked over himself, messy. a white wifebeater and black skinny jeans. certainly not looking his best

so when the light knock on the door hit his eyes he shuddered. great... probably some girl looking for Victor... and not even knowing he wasn't here. poor thing, time to go scare some preppy bitch...

Jayden stalked down the hall, putting on his best scowl, knowing the dark air around him would only be amplified by his light make-up under his eyes. he grasped the handle, opening the door, and looking boredly out only to see Sasha standing before him. he thought for a moment but his expression did not change. this was quite unexpected to say the least.

"Sasha" he said calmly, trying to wrap his head around the reasoning behind this surprise visit. "...Come in" he said with a little shrug motioning her inside, it wasn't an unwelcome visit, simply unexpected. and certainly curious, she looked astonishing, her long blonde locks, her simple outfit that played to her curves, and the mini-jeans that made her legs look long and sexy. she probably wasn't even trying to look that way, and it was hard to tell with her eye behind sunglasses as they where... made it difficult to read someone, her lips refined with lipstick, looked like she was going to visit someone special for some reason...

"So what are you doing here?" Jayden asked, not unkindly, but with a certain amount of surprise in his tone.

[Ceraphine Davis]

Sasha looked up as she heard the door opening and though she knew that she should not have been, she was very happy to see Jayden standing there...or at least she supposed it was happiness. Whatever it was, she just tilted her head, and reached her hand up, black tipped fingers brushing lightly under his chin as she smiled and moved a bit closer...

"Dont look so happy to see me."

She grinned, teasingly of course, before she would take the offer to move inside....Once there, she let those eyes look about from behind those shades...a little brush of her tongue to her lip as a nervous habit that she could not get rid of.

Then, she heard him speak, and with a smile once more on her lips she turned about to face him, pulling those shades off and setting them aside on an end table that rested nearby.

So, he wanted to know what she was doing here huh? Well she had thought about how to go through this a million times in her mind, and had come to one conclusion...She had to be direct and forward....So that smile he now was given, was not sweet and friendly, but seductive and teasing as she bit upon her lower lip slowly taking a few slow strides toward him......Making sure that each step she took caused her hips to sway back and forth slowly.....

Finally she came to a stop just before him, her hand reaching out and fingers tucking into the waist of his jeans as she gripped hold and then tugged herself closer to him, her scent now mingling with his as she pressed her body against his.....

She did not speak, not yet, but instead she would tilt her head, a few blond locks falling into her eyes as she met his own gaze with one of pure desire.....She was a seductive little devil to say the least........But before he had a chance to utter a single word, her lips found his, pressing against them in a heated and hungry kiss.....

That lush tongue slipping forth to brush slowly against his lips before she would finally pull back, licking her lips and moaning out softly as her eyes partially closed......

"Mmm.....That is why I am here...I want you.....Now..."

She then stepped back, pulling him by the waist of his jeans along with her until she neared the couch, her hand slipping away from him to slowly slide over her bare stomach as she drew in a deep breath making her chest rise slowly....

"I have not been able to get you out of my head.....I need you....So bad....Please Jayden..."

Her body moving back until she was able to lay down upon the couch, partially propped up on the arm of such with her shoulders and her thighs spreading slowly...all the while those fingers working to unbutton the top button of her shorts and then slowly slide the zipper downward......revealing not only her scar on her right hip, but the pair of black lace underwear she wore beneath....or at least a peek at them....

She then raised her hand, fingers folding until she could give the "come here" motion with her index finger....Body begging for him with every shift of her hips and the way her fingers now trailed up her stomach, teasing at the bottom of her tank top....threatening to lift it upward...to show him all she had to give........Those long blond locks fanned out behind her and over her shoulder, a few strands resting across her breast......Those fiery eyes locked on his with nothing but honesty and lust in her gaze......

[jayden]

Jayden studied her features calmly, she seemed... almost happy, but she was hiding it, there was definately something on her mind, she had a very tangible reason for being here. the feel of her hand against his chin, in studying her features he hadn't even noticed it move up, he jolted a little at the sudden unexpected touch, let alone that intimate of a touch. it just didn't seem...right for some reason, something seemed incredibly off, as it had the first time he had met her, ad origianlly thought her a mean girl who was going to try to pick on the emo kids. she leaned closer, her breath against his flesh made him shudder as he struggled to keep his legs from turning completely to jelly. however he kept up, as with his original plan. she mocked him for a moment, perhaps this was that jocking mocking that friends did that he had seen others partake in? he had never thought it very amusing, especially right now during his deep thinking alone time.

she brushed her tounge with her lip, tantalizing as always as she removed her glasses, to reveal her beautiful eyes. she was quite a bombshell, Jayden still had no idea how to react to all of this, so he fixed that problem by standing there completely dumbfounded. but he didn't like that, he never liked being dumbfounded, he was one who was always in control. he closed the door gently as she was all the way in, his seperately colored gaze taking in the sight before him and assessing his current situation. he had left the question in the air and now she chose to answer it.

her teeth came down on her lower lips, jayden was slightly taken aback as her soft lips dimpled with the pressure from her little bite, she began walking toward him, seductive, slow, he couldn't help but notice her hips swaying with every step, jutting ever so enticingly as she got closer, the thought of it all begining to take hold on Jayden, his breath began to grow shallow, his heart begining to race as he tried to keep composure, beads of sweat formed on his brow, and his palms grew sweaty, he plastered them to his sides, only barely able to keep his eyes from going wide at the wild feelings he had to hold back just from watching her every movement. for once he wished to have the experiance of his brother, just so she wouldn't have this much effect on him as she did.

she finally came to a stop, just a small space in front of him, that seductive smile still on her lips, the little flare in her eyes as she looked up at him. he felt something near his jeans, only to realize it was her fingers, slipping down between the jeans and him, she pulled herself forward and Jayden shivered, his breathing growing even heavier as she pressed her body against his, every muscle in his body tensed and relaxed as he looked down into her eyes, a small smile of disbelief forming on his face, he let out a little nervous disbelieving laugh before she pulled herself up toward him, planting her lips against his. Jayden simply went limp, wide eyed and unable to fight his desires he kissed back, his eyes closing, a tremor going through his entired body as he did, the passion she had completely threw him for a loop, and though his kissing back was also quite passionate, his lips moving as hers did, he didn't even consider what he was doing until she suddenly pulled away, a soft lick on his lips a little reminder for him of what it all felt like, the whole incredible experiance

his first kiss

and from a total bombshell. still he felt a little hollow inside, it wasn't even from a girl he actually liked, he was hoping to share his first kiss with someone a bit closer to him... and yet, part of his was still thrilled and excited, confused but willing to see what happened next simply because of the incredible first experiance. a hungry look of his own developed in his eyes as he looked at this girl in a new light, no longer a girl out of his leage who he'd never dream of having, but now a girl who he had now somehowbecome quite close with in a very physical way. this was both unexplainable, and illogical. but for once, Jayden just didn't care.

her eye's closed partially, she moaned and it made his skin tremble with all sorts of powerful urges, just the sound of it. for lack of a better phrase... she was so hot. and as if the first message was not loud enough she continued without hesitation, her voice an incredible honey for the ears, her seductive tone as she told him how much she wanted him. he wasn't trying to live up to anyone, he was just being himself. and this is what he wanted at some level? probably. never look a gift horse in the mouth, she pulled at his pants and he walked with her the few uneasy steps toward the couch, his legs barely able to support his weight as he walked with her, he looked down as she revealed her midriff with her hand, as she breathed in he couldn't help but oggle her heaving chest. this was so far beneath him! he was never like this, he had no idea what was coming over him. but part of him really didn't mind.

he had no idea how or when he had been granted by the god of amazing fortune to have the power to woo ladies like this, but he was quite thankful for it as she once again admitted to her want of him, as though every fantasy of his could come true at one time. unnoticably he pinched himself to make sure he wasn't dreaming. she layed back on the arm of the couch and he could only stare in complete wonder as she unbuttoned her shorts, the black lace of her underwear pushing him right over the limit, he felt a shudder and a slight discomfort in his pants. she traced her finger up, pulling her shirt with it, he honestly had no idea what to say, what to do. he wanted to go along with it, but he wanted to save something like that for a time that might mean more to him. and yet this was the chance of a lifetime and she was SO beautiful. Jayden wasn't about to say anything and ruin the moment, he was smarter than that. instead he leaned over, his right hand coming up and laying gingerly on her breast, pulling closer so that his lips could meet hers once more. the trembling did not stop, his uncertainty was obvious, and he was completely lacking in confidence, but dammit, he was gonna touch a real boob!

[Ceraphine Davis]

She felt him being nervous and she just kept up her act, her fingers trailing slowly over her flesh and then slipping down to her thighs, a single digit trailing upward to the hem of her shorts before she finally felt him atop her, his hand moving over her breast as his lips found her own.....

He was scared, but she was not and she would soon show him not to be either....Yet still there was that nagging in the back of her mind...Something telling her that she should be here but not for this reason.

Gah! Stupid voices, they were driving her insane. She knew exactly why she could not get him out of her head and she was about to solve that little problem right now....Her free hand came up, grasping his about the wrist as she pulled his hand away from her, but only to slide it up and under her shirt, not stopping until the heat of his touch could be felt through that black lace bra she wore....

A soft, muffled moan was given as she felt this, her hand leaving his there as she then moved to run her fingers under his shirt and up his side...slowly...showing him how much she liked every touch he gave her.....

All the while her kiss was passionate and heated, her tongue finally breaking past his lips and seeking out his own, brushing and wrapping against as she deepened the kiss and fed more of her hunger and desire into the moment.....That bracelet had the room filled with lust and desire.....her emotions sent forth, though she kept the other effects of the charms under control....For now....

Softly her hips would rock upward from the couch, one leg slipping outward to wrap about his own and tug him fully atop her, hoping to place him so that his knee rested between her thighs, allowing the hand which had been so teasingly touching her own flesh to now slip upward and grip the waist of his jeans...Tugging him down into her so that when she rocked those hips again he would feel the heat of her body against his own....Those shorts slipping down a bit more to reveal a bit more of her underwear and a bit more of that scar.....

She could care less though as she continued to kiss him, her fingers exploring his flesh in a delicate and sensual manner.....Everything about her in this moment was telling him what she wanted but still, she forced her lips away from his to whisper heatedly over his flesh....

"Touch me Jayden....."

It was all she thought she needed to say as she brushed her thigh against him and then wrapped one leg slightly about his own....holding him to her still with that grip on his jeans.....Struggling to shake this feeling that something was not right......But come on! What could possibly happen other than two teenagers about to have sex....Or at least...that is what she was hoping would happen.....

Sadly though...Sasha could not see the future or the past of her other personalities....or she never would have been here..........