Becoming Your Addiction (Kale/Open)

[Ceraphine Davis]

S[/size]asha was at school this day. Having decided that it was a good chance to get out during the day. Kev had been so out of it lately that she honestly did not have to try that hard. So, dressed in a black skirt with a white tank top and a set of boots, she made her way down the hallway of the school....Her hypnotic eyes scanning over the other students as they turned to look at her.

There was just something about her that made them want to keep her distance. It was honestly a good thing, because deep beneath the small girls frame was something dark and sinister wishing to get out.

Moving to her locker, she took out her bag, the one which contained all her recreational goodies....She needed a break from the noise of the school and the idiots that kept watching her. Not to mention these pathetic men who thought they stood some sort of chance to with her.

Rolling her eyes, she slowly made her way up to the roof, pushing the door open and then looking about the area to see if anyone else was up here. She needed some alone time. That was for sure.

Finally, satisfied that she was alone, she moved to take a seat at one of the tables which had been placed up here. Opening up her purse, she pulled out a small mirror, a razor and a brown vile...

It did not take her long to pour out just enough to fix herself up a good hit. Feeling that familiar burn followed by the instant numbness....It was such a nice sensation to feel her heart start to race...She never felt anything like it before....and nothing else that she had found in this world made her feel that way.....So, she would continue to do this until she was no longer able to.

Yet her mind wandered to the other night...The guy she had met at the bar, the one who had almost killed her and stolen her coke....She wondered if he had found himself another person to score from or not? Seeing as how it was rather hard to do that given that Sasha had made a few calls and shut down any other dealers he could get from, she still figured she would have seen him by now......

She had some special stuff for him to try. It was sorta like an experiment to her...if not some kind of game....Now all she needed was the other player.....But maybe he had just forgotten all about her, perhaps he had beat his addiction....So many things could have occurred in the past few days to deter him from ever looking her up again....

She could only sit here and debate the matter in her mind as the drug began to slowly creep through her system...Closing her eyes as she shivered softly ....

Oh yeah, that was much better.....Just a couple more and she would be able to go back to class and suffer through the rest of the day.......Or at least she hoped so anyways.....

[Kale Armitage]

"Empty your damn pockets."

I-I don't havve any money!

"Don't make me pick your ass up and shake it out of you.."

I swear I don't have anything on me! Don't be an asshole!

Kale had run into this little freshmen in the hall outside of the stairway leading to the roof. Instead of kicking his ass, the junior had gotten the brilliant idea to grill him and get a little cash out of it. After all, he was kinda broke and he had horrible habits that he really needed to support. Of course the little kid was being a difficult shithead. Kale really didn't like reaching into another man's pocket.. Just felt a little weird to him.

"You ever been hung over the edge of a roof..?"

Both of those large hands gripped the kid's shirt as he begun to drag him up the stairs with much protesting from the small, shrimpy kid. Kale had to admit he had nuts, but he knew he was hiding something. He was probably rich or something! Those black steel-toed boots would thud step after step as he cleared two at a time. The smaller kid's feet dragging as he was yanked up toward the roof by Kale. Soon enough he would reach the door to the rooftop, and he'd slam the kid into it before he opened it and continued to push him toward the railing.

Please! PLEASE DON'T! I'M SCARED OF HEIGHTS!

"Shoulda thought about that before, you little shit."

The kid would grunt in pain as his lower back would connect with the metal railing at the edge of the rooftop. Kale hadn't bothered to look around, he had no idea that there was someone else up here. He was too focused on trying to score some loot. Kale's right hand would continue to grip the kid's shirt, while his left dropped to grip at one of the boy's ankles. It was then he'd literally force him halfway over the railing. Immediately the kid started panicking, as if he was trying to squirm out of Kale's grip.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa. Keep moving like that and I'm gonna end up dropping you on your damn head.. Just give me whatever the hell you have on you!"

Fine! FINE! I HAVE SEVEN DOLLARS AND AN IPOD! PULL ME BAACK UP, I'M GONNA PEE MY PANTS!

Kale would let out a mocking laugh and pull the kid up, releasing his ankle with his right hand still gripped his shirt. That left hand of his lifting and holding ou with his palm facing the sky and his fingers wiggling slightly as if to say 'give me yo shit!'. Soon enough the brown eyed male would have seven dollars and a black Ipod touch in his hand. Kale would slip the money into his pocket as he released the freshman and gave him a little smack in the back of the head as he ran back toward the staircase and through the door. Kale's eyes would stay focused upon the Ipod for the moment and he'd slowly turn as he viewed it. It was then he caught someone out of the corner of his eye. His eyes would widen slightly, before they'd shrink back to normal and his free hand would lift to scratch at the scruff on his face.

She lived..

"Are you stalking me?"

[Ceraphine Davis]

Sasha heard the commotion coming up the stairway from the inside of the school, and already she could feel those angered emotions. Oh she had a good idea of who that was....But she stayed where she was....

Then as the small freshman was used as a door opener, she felt that little grin curling just at the corner of her lips. A normal girl would have stepped in, or at the very least have said something when the larger male, the one who had interested her so held the freshman over the ledge....But she was far from normal....

No, honestly the power coming off of him in that moment sent a chill down her spine and brought her tongue forth to brush over her lips. Yet soon enough the whiny little kid had forked over his money and ipod and was released.....Running back into the school for safety and most likely to use the little boys room. Hehe...

Still she stayed silent, leaning back against the table as she slipped that brown vile back into her purse....Her head tilting slightly as she watched him, studying his actions and then shaking her head softly. So much potential and yet he fought it...Well, Sasha had a plan, it was just a matter of playing it out very very smoothly....

Then he finally noticed her, and his eyes widened for a moment and then returned to their cold and hard stare...the words leaving his lips drawing a soft roll of her shoulders as she shrugged and sighed almost as though she were bored....

"Aye...I live...Though you seem to have a short fuse on you there tiger...."

She grinned and then turned around, pulling out that vial once more and taking a hit, only this time the vile was purple in color and the hit she took was small and hidden from his view.....

Though she knew that he would figure out what she was doing soon enough, the sound of her inhaling so deeply clearly something he was familiar with.....Then, without turning around, she shudder at the new mixture she had specially made just in case she ever ran into him again...It sent jolts through her body and down her spine...A much more addicting affect than the normal shit she used.....

"Besides, I was here first for a little recreational fun. You are the one who interrupted me. So I could say that you are stalking me...."

She then turned around, that vile closed as she tapped it lightly upon the hard surface of the table...Trying to draw him in once more...She just needed him to take a couple hits and get her hands on him and then she could work her "magic" so to speak....

Patience though....it was a needed thing in this situation......She had to bide her time or else she could blow the whole thing......

Now come on big boy...your move.....

[Kale Armitage]

Aye...I live...Though you seem to have a short fuse on you there tiger....

The sound of her voice brought back the memories of the first night he had met her. The last thing he had heard her say before he had snapped and damn near killed her. Just thinking about it, he could fell as if his temper was already beginning to raise. Those chocolate colored eyes would stare toward her as he noticed her shift away and then inhale. Kale definitely knew exactly what she was doing.

"Guilty as charged.."

Besides, I was here first for a little recreational fun. You are the one who interrupted me. So I could say that you are stalking me....

"And if I was stalking you..?"

Those eyes of his would drop back to his newly acquired Ipod and he would begin to browse through the little freshman's music collection as those feet of his would slowly carry himself toward the female from the night before. Kale would find himself taking a breath to try and make sure he stayed calm this time. He didn't need to freak out in school, because this time if he choked her he would probably end up getting caught.

Kale would shift his eyes toward her once again before he'd turn to look out into the city. The cocaine he had stolen from her a couple nights before was gone now. He had run out rather quick because he had been so stressed out. He thought he could have possibly killed her, he had needed it to numb his mind and keep his thoughts off it. But here she was still alive and breathing. And she had more of that magical power with her. Though this stuff wasn't nearly as white. He was curious to know exactly what is was. But for now he'd return to looking through the song list.

[Ceraphine Davis]

She noted the way in which he tried to stay calm and she could not help but shake her head mentally. Yet on the outside, she watched him, not moving, as he moved toward her and scanned through the ipod....Finally as he got closer to her, she would sigh softly and then hold up the little vile, looking it over a bit curiously herself....

"I honestly do not know what they put in this shit, but I swear I will never go back to my old dealer again. Want some?"

She closed her small hand around the vile only to extend it outward and then open it up just in front of him, a gesture of good will perhaps? Either way, she was hopeful that he would not deny the offer. All the while her legs crossing that skirt riding up to show of more of her silken thigh as she felt a soft breeze blow across them...

"Besides, I think we got off on the wrong foot the other night....My name is Sasha..."

The longer she was out and about the more she learned how to better deal with people...She needed this one...as stupid as it may have sounded....she needed his anger to help her feel more human....The drugs numbed her...but the power of his anger and rage...of his internal darkness...that is what was addicting to her....

"Come on...Lets have a little fun..."

Again offering him up the vial as she shifted her body to face him a bit more, her leg "accidentally" brushing against his own for a moment before she would pull back....Waiting for him to take the vile from her...Holding back her darker emotions for now....All in good time....that was her new motto.....All in good time....

[Kale Armitage]

I honestly do not know what they put in this shit, but I swear I will never go back to my old dealer again. Want some?

Kale's immediately thought was yes, yes he did want it. He didn't know what the hell was in it, or if this was some kind of trick of hers to try and get back at him for what he had done the other night. For now he would continue to scroll through the list of music. Some of it was alright, but the rest he couldn't believe was even on that 'boy's damn Ipod. He was pretty sure he saw 'The Jonas Brothers' on the list. He'd shake his head and finally drop it down into his pocket.

Besides, I think we got off on the wrong foot the other night....My name is Sasha...

"Kale.."

The brown eyed teenager would once again focus those eyes upon the attractive blond nearby. He didn't know if she was expecting an apology for the events of that night, if she was there was no way Kale would give her one. He hadn't apologized for anything he had ever done over the years, and he wasn't about to start now. It had been a mistake, but he couldn't do anything to fix that. If anything, it had been caused because of her.

Come on...Lets have a little fun...

Finally Kale would settle his eyes upon that much needed vial. His un-bandaged hand would move to grab it from Sasha and he'd crouch down shortly after he felt her leg brush against his. He'd pour his line onto the mirror and take up the straw which had recently been used. Kale would blow his line, and the feeling would hit him immediately. His eyes would close briefly as he sucked it up, and dropped his head a little bit. When those eyes opened up, they would find themselves settled upon the girl's legs and the skirt which was riding up them a bit.

"What exactly do you mean by.. fun?"

[Ceraphine Davis]

She grinned softly as he took up that vial, pouring himself out a line and then snorting it down....Now, time for the games to begin....As he opened his eyes and looked back at her, she would tilt her head slightly, using her bracelet to focus all those dark emotions and that slightly electrical current into her hand, then, she touched hiim, laying her hand right over his chest......

Now if everything worked like she hoped it would then that touch would have amplified the affects of the drug and given a rush that could not be denied....One that made all other highs seem like nothing....

"I don't know...I thought maybe we could talk, or maybe....play around a bit..."

She brushed her tongue over her lips as she continued to run her hand over him, slowly, letting him soak up that feeling as she shifted her legs slightly and let that skirt ride up a bit more.......

Though eventually she would pull back her touch....Just to see if it had worked.....seeing if he missed her touch because the instant she stopped the effect of the drug died down....a lot......

She was good at mind games....and she wanted this one to share his anger and rage with her.....No matter how long it took her to get him there.....

[Kale Armitage]

I don't know...I thought maybe we could talk, or maybe....play around a bit...

Kale was completely taken by surprise when he felt her hand press against his chest. He couldn't help but close his eyes again, almost losing his balance as he crouched in front of her. This feeling was completely different. It wasn't the normal feeling he got, there was something about her touching him that seemed to have some kind of effect on him. His mind would briefly wander as he wondered what the hell was in this mixture of cocaine. Whatever it was, he loved the feeling.

His eyes would flutter open slowly just in time to catch her tongue slip over her lips. His mouth would drop open slightly, before those eyes would slowly begin to trail down the girl's figure as she sat down there. Those same feelings Kale had gotten from the other night were rushing back. The lust and the anger came like a flood as he sucked up the effects of his addiction and Sasha's new drug. Those chocolate hues would soon fixate upon that skirt which seemed to be moving up even more.

"Why the hell should I want to do anything with you..?"

When Sasha's hang removed itself from his chest, something odd would happen. Kale didn't quite recognize that it had anything to do with her touch, but the effects of the drug seemed to dull down and clear away. Kale certainly didn't like that, not one bit. He didn't quite understand why the hell he was doing this new stuff if it was going to be that weak. He could start to feel his aggravation beginning to grow again, and he'd pour out another line and snort it without any hesitation at all.

Why.. Why does it feel so weak now?

[Ceraphine Davis]

It was working, just as she had hoped it would, and then as he took another hit, she knew he would feel the slight effects of it, but nothing more.....She then leaned in closer, her body having to bend just slightly to allow her to whisper into his ear.....

"Because I can give you what you need...."

She then softly bit down upon the bare flesh of his neck, the contact sending more waves from her body through his own, more than the last given the touch was that much more heated and stronger....

She would then release the bite to brush her tongue over the area she had just bitten before pulling herself away from him completely.....

~Come on Kale...Figure it out...Take control~

Her mind thought as those hues fixated upon him...She wanted him to lose it..needed him to...He was her drug, and she was hoping that soon enough he would be hers......All it would take is him figuring it out.....Another brush of her tongue to her lower lip as her legs shifted, now resting side by side as her hands folded together in her lap.....She said nothing else...only waited for him to figure out....

Knowing that sooner or later he would put two and two together....Or at least that was her hope.....

[Kale Armitage]

Because I can give you what you need....

Kale took her words in for the moment, but he didn't quite know exactly what she was talking about. He only assumed she meant the cocaine the rest in the vial between his fingers, but from what he could tell it wasn't all that great anyways. But then it happened, he felt Sasha's teeth bite at the flesh of his neck and immediately wave after wave of pleasure shot through his body, and he could feel the numbness once again. This time though it seemed like an even greater feeling.

His injured hand would have reached out to press against the cement wall which held the railing overlooking the schoolyard. Kale had needed to grab a hold of something, because the feeling he got was damn near enough to knock him on his ass. Soon enough the junior would feel her teeth release his flesh as the sensation of her touch would diminish slightly before Kale felt her tongue slide over the same area. It was then that she pulled away completely and the majority of the effects this drug had on him washed away.

Gah.. W-why..? Why does this shit fade in and out!?

As Kale's hand rested against the cement, and he still crouched here in front of her those eyes would lift to focus upon her neck. He couldn't help but stare toward the brusing that was present from the choke of hell he had given her the other night. The was one part of him that wanted to lash out and just do it again, but there was something else that was present as well. He wanted to touch her.. To feel her body.. To know it.

Kale didn't even pay attention to the stabbing pain that was beginning to rise in that injured hand of his. He didn't realize that he had been pressing so hard against the small wall that he had split open the calm on his palm. No, the lust and need for that feeling was rising.. He wanted it to come back, but he wasn't sure how to achieve it. And it was only serving to piss him off even more. What the hell was this weak shit she was giving him? He knew it felt good when he got a wave of pleasure.. But why didn't it just work all the time?! Kale would soon speak with a mix of anger and lust starting to spill over in his words. It was only slightly there, but maybe she'd pick it up.

"Explain to me why.. I can't just go somewhere else for my blow?"

[Ceraphine Davis]

She noted the way the pleasure seemed to continue and then as she pulled back so did it...Then she felt the lust starting to build in him along with the anger and th pain....She just shrugged and would lean down, Her lips stopping just shy of his own....

"Let me see if this will help you figure it out...."

She then leaned in and pressed a kiss to lips, a passionate one which spiiked her own emotions and gave a more powerful output into him....He wanted more, and so long as she touched him in such a heated way, he got it.....

Then, her fingers brushed against his neck, nails lightly dragging down the flesh there, only increasing the sensations she gave him....And then, just like that..when the pleasure of the drug had fully taken hold of him again, did she pull back, moving this time away so that not a bit of her could touch him should he move....

"Like I said...I can give you what you need....Now, can you give me what I need?"

To most men that would come off as being sexual, and though true it would make his high the most pleasureable he had ever experienced, it was not what she was truly after....She needed him to let go of those binds that held back that rage....at least around her....She needed pain, anger....aggression to rise, to take hold.....In truth, she needed him to control her....to feed her addiction like she now did his....

If he of course figured it out. She would just have to wait and see now wouldn't she......

[Kale Armitage]

Let me see if this will help you figure it out....

She spoke shortly after he lips were hovering so close to his own. The thought of just kissing her right there had popped into his mind, but he wasn't the one that would act on it. Instead Sasha pressed her lips against his, and instantly that feeling shot throughout his body again. His lips practically numbed upon contact, and his eyes would roll into the back of his skull as accepted the kiss.

But it was her nails against his neck that started to push him over the edge. The sensation of her nails scraping across the flesh of his neck sent chills down his spine, and on throughout the rest of his body. He could feel his legs beginning to shake slightly as he crouched there. Kale's mind was completely gone for the moment, he couldn't think clearly at all. The only thing that was on his mind was her touch, and that said touch would soon leave him, with the effects of that custom coke leaving with it.

Like I said...I can give you what you need....Now, can you give me what I need?

Kale didn't know what she referred to herself needing, and in truth he didn't give a shit what it was. All he wanted right now was that feeling he got whenever she made contact with him. Kale's right hand would reach out quickly and grip at the girl's face. His thumb would rest upon her chin while the rest of his hand rested against her cheek.

He'd pull her face toward him, forcing her to come closer so that his lips could meet hers once again. His own kiss was passionate. It was quite clear he wanted that feeling and he would get it even if he had to force it out of her. His lips would break from her own after a short bit, but his hand would still hold her face, his grip quite tight.

"..This what you wanted?"

[Ceraphine Davis]

She felt his hand reach out and grip her face, pulling her closer and feeling that need in him increase with each moment he touched her....Then, there was a slight pain in the strength in which he gripped her, bringing her lips to his as he kissed her, passionately.....

And again she let her emotions run free, through that kiss, giving him the high he sought......Then he broke the kiss, and his grip tightened just a bit on her face....His words....almost a mix between questioning and demanding.....

She then let those eyes flash a bit as her desire continued to increase....Her hand at his neck once more, a little growl let forth as she drug her nails more deeply over his neck, the sensation given to him once more.....

Then she pulled her hand back, jerking her head away from his grasp as she brushed her tongue over her lips....

"I want.....for you to let go....."

She then took the vile of that intoxicating substance and placed it back in her purse....her head tilting slightly as she shifted her body to stand up....Away from him, away from his touch.....Hoping that her final words would get the picture across to him....

"I feel nothing in this life....nothing but pain, rage, and anger...."

She then leaned down, her lips dangerously close to his ear as she whispered softly....

"If you ever want to fee that way again....You are going to have to leg go.....and take what you want..."

She then gave a gentle brush of her lips to his flesh...just enough to send a single jolt through him before pulling back and taking a step away from him.....

It was now his turn....Would he take what he needed and give her what she needed in return, or would he just let himself keep pretending that he did not hold something dark within him and turn and walk away....

"Make your move Kale....Just make sure it is the right move....In this game, there are no second chances...."

[Kale Armitage]

Kale always tried to keep that deep seeded sickness locked up inside, and it slowly eroded at his character over the years. Mixed with the rather fucked up life-style he lead for most of his life in Detroit. He had grown cold to the world and was viewed by most as a real harsh asshole. But it was better they thought that of him, instead of knowing just how crazy he really was.. What really lurked deep within this troubled teenager's mind.

The kiss had been wonderful. It had given him that feeling again and it was then that Kale finally realized what it was.. He needed her touch to keep that feeling there. And with that sudden realization came a surge of anger toward the girl. She had just given him one of the best feelings he ever felt, and he couldn't get it without her touch.. She had just made him a prisoner, tricked him into doing this. Sasha would pull away from his grip, and pack up that drug he adored so much. Picking herself up only to lean back down and whisper something into Kale's ear.

If you ever want to feel that way again....You are going to have to let go.....and take what you want...

She certainly had a way with words when it came to trying to piss him off. He didn't like being told he couldn't do something or have something if he wanted it. And in this case it wasn't simply a want. It was more of a need and Kale couldn't wait much longer. It became even harder to fight back these emotions of his once he felt her lips brush against his neck again. She pulled away, but Kale had no intentions of letting her go anywhere right now. With a single movement the junior would stand back up and step toward her. His hands lifting to push the girl hard, back against the small cement wall with the railing and pin her there with his right as that bleeding left would lift once again toward her neck.

"You think I won't take something if I want it?!"

This time though the grip of his left hand wasn't trying to choke her to death, instead it only gripped slightly hard and forced her heard up to expose her neck. His teeth would immediately find her flesh as he forced himself against her and sandwiched her between the wall and his frame. His teeth would sink into her flesh, the bite far harder then any of hers had been. He wasn't really trying to draw blood, but he was certainly not himself at this moment. Something else was beginning to emerge, to take over to get what he needed. Just as she had wished.

[Ceraphine Davis]

Sasha did not get far before she saw him stand up and come at her. The next thing she knew, her body was pushed back hard into the cement wall and his hand was about her throat....Turning her head as he spoke...This time however, his words were dark, his anger rising as the realization of what she had just done to him sank in...Yet he did not try to kill her....Instead he tilted her head all the more until his teeth could capture her neck in a bite much harder than she had ever given him....

Pain shot through her body and in that instant she let out a soft moan, feeling the skin break beneath his bite and a heated wave of pain shot through her body......

Those icy blue and red eyes fell closed just as they rolled back into her head slightly.....He was letting go, that wall coming down...and though Sasha was many things, she was not one to go back on her word, not with him.....

As her body remained pinned there between the cement wall and the pressure of his body holding her in place....her own addiction came to light....It was the pain, the loss of her own control to his own anger...And as he fulfilled her addiction, her passion rose, the emotions and the electricity in her touch increasing.......

With another soft growl, she let her hand came up and jerked at his shirt..pulling it up enough so that her hand could touch his flesh, nails sinking into his flesh and letting that drug combine with her touch to give him what he desired......What he now demanded of her........

Then, in a dark, sinister whisper as wave after wave of pleasure flowed through her body, she continued to grip him tightly, hoping that with each steady wave she offered, it would open up the darker part of him to hear her....at least this one time.......

"Let it go Kale....Let it all go..."

She would then use other other hand to come up and rest at the back of his neck...drawing in a heavy labored breath....He would notice soon enough, the more she touched him, the more of that feeling he got.....The same way it worked for her....That constant craving for more.......