Post by verrat on Mar 17, 2010 11:49:50 GMT -5
This is a journal of verrat's thoughts in first person though.
Why does everyone say drugs are bad things. Isn't it really just the point of view of someone else who thinks they are bad. And is weed really a gateway drug. It was what most people started with sure but that didn't mean you had to try another drug right. And I am so alone. There is a hole that those drugs seems to fill up. It is an alternate was to cope with my problems. It doesn't really matter to everyone else right. I told Zen that you had to be happy with yourself but what if you aren't. What if your whole life was a lie. What if you couldn't deal with everyone else w/o being on something. And how about those times when I walk down the halls and see all these other couples and no that true happiness isn't there for me. What happens then huh, where do you go from there. I'll hopefully find someone that loves me for who I am and not what I do. There is hopefully someone out there for everyone. Well i'll leave you at that journal. I'll write soon.
