Post by Mischa Badoer on Mar 3, 2010 20:45:12 GMT -5
~Six Weeks Ago~
Mischa felt bad... it scared her more though. She was hoping with everything that she had this would work. She left the kids with Melody knowing full well Kev was slipping. She didn't want to think in that way, but she had to be safe. Mischa lied to Kevala about going out on business. It was harsh, but she didn't want Kevala to know the truth... or even Sasha because that girl would probably use this information against Mischa.
~Five Weeks Ago~
"Will you consider Rikki?" she had been friends with Rikki a long time ago. They weren't tight, but she would receive Christmas cards from him and his parents and such.
"Dad...I came here to make amends with you... What do you think my answer to that is?" her dad smiled and gave her a large hug. Rikki was good looking so hopefully things would turn out. At least now she had her father back... It was easy. All she had to say was that she was going to have a child and that child will carry on his name.
Time to visit Rikki.
~Four Weeks Ago~
Mischa lied in bed. She would call Kev routinely, though it killed her she was lying to the girl this whole time. She was even losing sleep over it. Now she laid in this uncomfortable bed and turned her head to look over at Rikki.
Then the phone rang and Rikki was closest to the night stand and panic washed over her expression as he reached and grabbed the phone.
"Hello?" Mischa sat up and looked over at Rikki,
"Who is it?
He simply shrugged and somewhat held the phone out for Mischa to grab but she shook her head. Hopefully it was the wrong number... but if it was Kev.. she was hoping if she didn't answer the phone, Kev would just assume she got the wrong number."I don't know..Wont say anything."
"Then just hang up and come back to bed....." he shrugged again clicking the end button. He laid back down and smiled over at Mischa.
"Ready?" Mischa nodded a little nervous. All she had to do was look into his eyes. They were an intense blue. Not like Kev's, but it was enough to have its affect.
~Two Week Ago~
She missed her Period. Fear washed over her as she paced around the room holding that second stick. The first one confirmed it, but the second was just a back up. She needed to be sure.
Time was up and she looked down at the little display as her world froze; Positive.
She was scared...Feared what Kev would do. What would she do? Mischa was hoping everything would turn for the best. Mischa would have to explain Rikki as well. She sighed and went to the doctors...
~Now~
"Bye dad, love you!" she said waving to her father as she waited to head to the terminals. Rikki stayed behind. Those blue eyes shining with sadness.
"I wish you could stay longer.."
"Rikki... No. You know this in itself was pushing it. I have to go back to Kev."
If Kev was Kev anymore...
"But Kevala brings nothing but trouble for you. Stay with me. We can raise the baby together. What if she doesn't forgive you?" she knew she shouldn't have mentioned Kev to him. Yeah, she never let out any big details opf things Kev told Mischa in confidence, but still... she should have kept Kevala and Rikki separate and now she didn't she was paying for it.
"She loves me and I love her. We will figure something out." Rikki leaned in to kiss Mischa on the lips, only to be rejected as she turned around before he had a chance to connect.
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She cabbed home and when she got there, Melody and the twins were ready to greet her.
"Mommy! We missed you!" the twins exclaimed in unison. Mischa hugged them and hugged Melody before her face went white when their wasn't a fourth person to greet.
"Mel? Where is Kev?"
Melody shrugged and told her how she hadn't seen Kevala in a few weeks. This scared her a lot. It could mean two things: Kev knew about Rikki, hence her not answering phone calls after that one incident or Kevala had been claimed by Sasha and she was either dead or off somewhere bringing harm to herself. "Can you look after the kids for a few hours?" Mischa said while running into the house. She looked around the room for any signs of Kevala and even knocked some stuff over..one being her book. Mischa went to pick it up because something that important shouldn't be treated that way. When she did an envelope fell out. Then she read it.
Mischa fell to her knees. Was she too late? Did Kev know about Rikki? As all this flowed through her mind she started to cry. Her hands cupped her face as the tears pooled from her eyes.
Mischa felt bad... it scared her more though. She was hoping with everything that she had this would work. She left the kids with Melody knowing full well Kev was slipping. She didn't want to think in that way, but she had to be safe. Mischa lied to Kevala about going out on business. It was harsh, but she didn't want Kevala to know the truth... or even Sasha because that girl would probably use this information against Mischa.
~Five Weeks Ago~
"Will you consider Rikki?" she had been friends with Rikki a long time ago. They weren't tight, but she would receive Christmas cards from him and his parents and such.
"Dad...I came here to make amends with you... What do you think my answer to that is?" her dad smiled and gave her a large hug. Rikki was good looking so hopefully things would turn out. At least now she had her father back... It was easy. All she had to say was that she was going to have a child and that child will carry on his name.
Time to visit Rikki.
~Four Weeks Ago~
Mischa lied in bed. She would call Kev routinely, though it killed her she was lying to the girl this whole time. She was even losing sleep over it. Now she laid in this uncomfortable bed and turned her head to look over at Rikki.
Then the phone rang and Rikki was closest to the night stand and panic washed over her expression as he reached and grabbed the phone.
"Hello?" Mischa sat up and looked over at Rikki,
"Who is it?
He simply shrugged and somewhat held the phone out for Mischa to grab but she shook her head. Hopefully it was the wrong number... but if it was Kev.. she was hoping if she didn't answer the phone, Kev would just assume she got the wrong number."I don't know..Wont say anything."
"Then just hang up and come back to bed....." he shrugged again clicking the end button. He laid back down and smiled over at Mischa.
"Ready?" Mischa nodded a little nervous. All she had to do was look into his eyes. They were an intense blue. Not like Kev's, but it was enough to have its affect.
~Two Week Ago~
She missed her Period. Fear washed over her as she paced around the room holding that second stick. The first one confirmed it, but the second was just a back up. She needed to be sure.
Time was up and she looked down at the little display as her world froze; Positive.
She was scared...Feared what Kev would do. What would she do? Mischa was hoping everything would turn for the best. Mischa would have to explain Rikki as well. She sighed and went to the doctors...
~Now~
"Bye dad, love you!" she said waving to her father as she waited to head to the terminals. Rikki stayed behind. Those blue eyes shining with sadness.
"I wish you could stay longer.."
"Rikki... No. You know this in itself was pushing it. I have to go back to Kev."
If Kev was Kev anymore...
"But Kevala brings nothing but trouble for you. Stay with me. We can raise the baby together. What if she doesn't forgive you?" she knew she shouldn't have mentioned Kev to him. Yeah, she never let out any big details opf things Kev told Mischa in confidence, but still... she should have kept Kevala and Rikki separate and now she didn't she was paying for it.
"She loves me and I love her. We will figure something out." Rikki leaned in to kiss Mischa on the lips, only to be rejected as she turned around before he had a chance to connect.
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She cabbed home and when she got there, Melody and the twins were ready to greet her.
"Mommy! We missed you!" the twins exclaimed in unison. Mischa hugged them and hugged Melody before her face went white when their wasn't a fourth person to greet.
"Mel? Where is Kev?"
Melody shrugged and told her how she hadn't seen Kevala in a few weeks. This scared her a lot. It could mean two things: Kev knew about Rikki, hence her not answering phone calls after that one incident or Kevala had been claimed by Sasha and she was either dead or off somewhere bringing harm to herself. "Can you look after the kids for a few hours?" Mischa said while running into the house. She looked around the room for any signs of Kevala and even knocked some stuff over..one being her book. Mischa went to pick it up because something that important shouldn't be treated that way. When she did an envelope fell out. Then she read it.
Mischa....My Love....The woman who showed me that not everyone turns when faced with love......I am sorry baby...I am sorry that I was not stronger....Sorry that I could not stick around long enough to see your beautiful face one last time....That I was not strong enough, to hold out for one more touch....
Perhaps you have found another.....somebody that will keep you happy and make your family proud of you....Something I could never give you....Though please....take care of the twins...They love you so much...and I know you love them.......
I may have done a lot of things when you return, that you can never forgive, but know that it was not me..never me......I remained yours up until the end....and even now as the end is upon me...I know that I will continue to be yours.......Please stay away from Sasha...I cannot stand the thought of seeing you hurt....Just please...take care.....and remember.....That I will always and forever love you.......
Love Eternally~
Kevala <3
Perhaps you have found another.....somebody that will keep you happy and make your family proud of you....Something I could never give you....Though please....take care of the twins...They love you so much...and I know you love them.......
I may have done a lot of things when you return, that you can never forgive, but know that it was not me..never me......I remained yours up until the end....and even now as the end is upon me...I know that I will continue to be yours.......Please stay away from Sasha...I cannot stand the thought of seeing you hurt....Just please...take care.....and remember.....That I will always and forever love you.......
Love Eternally~
Kevala <3
Mischa fell to her knees. Was she too late? Did Kev know about Rikki? As all this flowed through her mind she started to cry. Her hands cupped her face as the tears pooled from her eyes.
