Mekiel Echigo
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Post by Mekiel Echigo on Aug 6, 2010 13:43:17 GMT -5
[/b][/color] Despite the uncanny resemblance to Valo, her eyes were, well, beautiful. People may have thought it was weird, but he couldn't help but think it was probably the coolest thing he'd seen. Not as in 'Woah! That's super awesome!' But like he just said. Getting back to being him, rather than some staring prick, he shook his head. "Well, it goes without saying that I'm a maniac. I do everything I do because I feel like doing it, despite what people think. I help people out for no reason at all, and actually prefer it when I don't get other people involved in my troubles. I was in prison once, on a hitlist thrice, and got involved with.. Three or four gangs who all wanted to kill me, and.. Did I mention I'm crazy?"[/ul][/color]
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Aug 6, 2010 13:51:39 GMT -5
She laughed at his description of himself. He thought he was crazy? Hah! He really had yet to know her......she was down right certifiable.....hell.....she had been committed. Heh...Not that it had ended well or because it had been for anything she actually did, but still!
Shaking her head she would sigh and then look away, not sure what to make of him taking such a fascination with her eyes.
"Crazy huh? Well I think I know how ya feel on that one. But it is people like us that keep things interesting."
Did she need to go into detail about how she craved blood? How she enjoyed pain? Or how she was sorta a serial killer......or at least used to be? Nah.....those were things that were best left unsaid...besides the serial killer thing had died with Kev at the asylum......Now she couldn't imagine doing such a thing.......
"I mean look at me....I have to wear my best friends jacket when I go out in public just because it smells like him and keeps me from having panic attacks."
Oh yeah, shhhhheeee was pathetic....or at least that is how she viewed herself.....Not that she would trade anything she had with David, whatever it was......Which was confusing, and nice and bad all at the same time. Grrrr...........
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Mekiel Echigo
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Post by Mekiel Echigo on Aug 6, 2010 13:59:51 GMT -5
[/b][/color] Charlie kept him sane, really. She was really all he had left, regardless of whether or not she was aware. Ever since she'd moved in he felt whole again, and that was a dandy feeling, without a doubt. Still, he had to focus on the here and now so as to avoid the 'Eww! Get away from me, weirdo!' response. That always sucked. "You've got someone that means a lot to you. Don't be ashamed of that."[/ul][/color]
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Aug 6, 2010 14:05:37 GMT -5
She felt that sudden surge....she knew that feeling....It was the same feeling she got whenever she thought about David or whenever he was around.....though granted when he was there it was like ten times worse.
Letting out a soft little sigh she shrugged.
"I am not ashamed of it really..Ashamed of how dependent on him I am, but not of how I feel about him."
How did she feel about him? Hell if she knew, she had never put much thought into it. Maybe once or twice, but yeah....You would think that she would do so, considering he was the one she went to bed curled up against every single night, and he was the one that she trusted above all others, but nooooo nothing with her was ever that simple.
"What about you? Got a somebody that keeps your grounded?"
She already knew the answer, but to let him know that would be giving away too much about herself.....something she could not do if she planned to keep who she was a secret.
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Mekiel Echigo
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Post by Mekiel Echigo on Aug 6, 2010 14:13:01 GMT -5
[/b][/color] He scratched his head, realizing how much of a sap he may have sounded like, being such a large man and relying on a tiny girl for support. Well, this 'tiny girl' had the strength to hold up this brick wall with ease. "I think everybody finds that person who keeps them real. You know what I mean?"[/ul][/color]
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Aug 6, 2010 14:20:19 GMT -5
She smiled. Charlie...hmm...never met the girl...and though she realized he felt a bit odd saying such a thing she just shook her head and then looked at him once more.
"Yes I think we all do. Though god knows there are a lot of hit and misses along the way. But so long as she keeps you happy and you care for her, that is all that matters."
She nodded, thinking back to all the times she had cared for somebody only to have them let her down. Now here she was, caring for a guy who had no clue she cared for him and not wanting to tell him cause yeah it would just lead to more disappointment.
"Cool that a guy like you can admit to such a thing. A lot of guys your size are all about that whole 'I am an island' crap."
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Mekiel Echigo
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Post by Mekiel Echigo on Aug 6, 2010 14:28:35 GMT -5
[/b][/color] He could better consider himself being the, well.. Nevermind. He'd think the sky but that was a bit egotistical, despite the fact that he was, without a doubt, very open. He wasn't reached for by everyone, though. "And you've got someone who makes you happy too, right?"Surely she did. He didn't see her being the kind of person who talked to no one about what she was going through, or her personal life problems.[/ul][/color]
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Aug 6, 2010 14:36:34 GMT -5
As she looked at him as he spoke, those words caused a reaction in her. First they made her think.....and of course they made her think of David and unknown to her, in that moment her eyes shifted from lavender to emerald. But it was only for a moment and then they were back to normal.
"Yeah....David...He has been the only one there for me since I got out...hell he helped get me out...He is really the only person I can truly be myself around without feeling out of place..."
It was the truth, and though she didn't fully understand her own emotions right now, she did have them.....Hell the girl had a crush on him since they were back in school together at 259.......not like she would admit that.....Though she had kissed him so that may have been a big give away......but yeah that was beside the point.
"I think we all need at least one person we can trust and depend on....It is just so hard these days to know who that person is.....End up trusting the wrong ones half the time."
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Mekiel Echigo
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Post by Mekiel Echigo on Aug 6, 2010 14:48:38 GMT -5
[/i] bad when you trust the 'wrong' person. Generally, you end up getting hurt, yeah, but you get stronger. Unless you're the kind of person who keeps trusting the wrong person because they say sorry."[/b][/color] He'd shrug. It was good that she had someone. It made him feel kind of good, though it really had nothing to do with him at all. The good things people had meant quite a big difference in his eyes, they kind of made him see the big picture. No, not a close up of Mona Lisa's nose, but really, the grand picture. He didn't know why he didn't make note of her eyes, but maybe he was used to seeing that sort of thing..?[/ul][/color]
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Aug 6, 2010 14:54:22 GMT -5
She would shrug. She was known for trusting the wrong people alllll the time. It was like her forte or some shit. But she was one to learn from it each and every time. Even if she ended up doing it all over again.
"I have had my times where I trusted the wrong person over and over and over again......and each time I got hurt.....Then there have been times I trusted the right person and it just was a bad situation.....This time....I think I got it right.....I hope."
She had know David could be an ass, but so far, he had not been like that to her again.....not since he came here........If he turned into one then yeah, he had better have a reason, or else it was likely to destroy her......But that was something she kept to herself.
"But at least every new person is a new learning experience....I love meeting new people, even if half the time they dont like me. heh."
Yeah she was one of those girls either you liked her from the start or you never got along with her........It was just how she was designed she supposed.
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Mekiel Echigo
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Post by Mekiel Echigo on Aug 6, 2010 15:04:23 GMT -5
[/b][/color] His arm would raise for a pat on the shoulder, halted, and he reconsidered his action. Phobia of touching and/or being touched.. That meant it would be a bad idea to go ahead and touch her. So, his arm drew back to his pocket and he'd smile. "Well, you just met one of the half that does like you. I think you're pretty cool."And he really did. He didn't know how the two would end up in their friendship - if you could consider it to be one at this early stage - but he felt that they would probably be good friends for a while.[/ul][/color]
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Aug 6, 2010 15:11:34 GMT -5
She smiled, she noticed his hand and though she did good not to flinch away she inwardly was praying he didnt touch her. Thankfully he had rethought his action and ceased before things got ugly.
Now she would just continue to smile and nod.
"Well I am glad you like me. It would be nice to have a friend here. Well aside from David."
Yeah, she was lacking in that area at the moment, but she hoped that would change and help to bring her back to being as normal as she possibly could.
Until then though........baby steps....yeah....baby steps indeed.
"So what do you do for fun? I mean besides beat the crap out of people."
Yeahhhh she was aware of the type, and though she was at one point able to do just the same, she chose not to, annnnd she was not skilled at it anymore. Seriously needed to start training...But that was beside the point.
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Mekiel Echigo
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Post by Mekiel Echigo on Aug 6, 2010 16:12:40 GMT -5
[/b][/color] That really was hard to say. He was a born fighter, through and through. Now, he did have other hobbies, yeah, but none of them gave him the rush fighting did. Listing everything to himself in his head, he realized there were a lot, yeah, so he'd go ahead and go with the funnest. "Well, I'm a musician. I make music. I uh.. I'm an artist - not great, mind you - and I'm an actor. I also like dancing for no reason whatsoever other than 'I can.' And yourself?"He'd grin, wondering what all she did. He didn't really know what to peg her as, but he was sure she was unique in many a way.[/ul][/color]
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Aug 6, 2010 16:20:17 GMT -5
She smiled. It was wierd to hear a guy like him define such interests. Not because there was something wrong with it but because of the fact that most guys were.......well yeah.....
Then it was her turn....honestly she didn't know what to say. She could be honest she supposed...because he didnt have a clue who Kevala was so he would not link the two together....Right? Right.
"I am a photographer.....That is the one thing I really love to do. Though I do enjoy other stuff like running, music, and I have been known to fight.....occasionally....Though I am soooo out of practice."
Yeah that was an understatement, but that did not mean she didn't still love it, and that she would back down if the chance arose. She was the one that never backed down, unlike a lot of men she knew and god knew it was hard to keep her little ass down when she really got going.
She just loved the rush and the mentality of it....It was a game and she did so love games......Especially mental ones.
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Mekiel Echigo
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Post by Mekiel Echigo on Aug 7, 2010 13:43:24 GMT -5
[/b][/color] Something that made him sound like quite the pansy, though it was odd. He never backed out of a fight, no, but he near always got in deep shit and got everyone hurt. He was addicted to the rush. It was like.. it was almost as if fighting was his crack. "Photography's nice, though. You should try goin' as far as you can with that." Did he sound like some random encouraging stranger? Perhaps. Though, he was really that random encouraging bear/train/tank/wall.[/ul][/color=009966]
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