It Keeps Returning ( Mischa/Invite )

[Mischa Badoer]

Mischa looked up from her food to Kevala would was now on her way grabbing a pop. Mischa left the question unanswered as she watched Kev drink the sugary drink looking awfully cute in that baggy shirt. Mischa looked back down to her food and poked at it with her fork, shy to look up to Kev and face the situation at hand.

"So, how is this gonna work? You gonna stay hooked til I get hooked again or you gonna stop?"

Mischa's eyes shot to Kev who was leaning against the counter. It hurt to even think of having Kev addicted. It was hypocritical of Mischa, but she didn't know why she was doing it and she would rather it be her than Kev in such a position. Kevala wanted her to stop with the drugs and Mischa wanted to as well... but it just doesn't work that way.

"Baby...I want to stop... you know I do. I-I just need a little help and time... So hold on and please be patient for me."

Before Kev and her made up Mischa didn't entirely want to stop which was the thing... but she would give it all up along with the whole world to have Kev back and well... which meant the girl couldn't have the addiction as well 'cause it would only make Mischa feel guilty.

"Now...Come and eat." she patted the floor where she would have wanted Kevala to sit. Mischa would the put a fork full of food in her mouth and chew it...slowly... but still eating none the less...

[Ceraphine Davis]

It was killing Kev to see her Mischa acting in such a way, dealing with something that she could not help her with. But what could she do? She knew how the addiction worked and every day Kev fought her own needs and addictions in order to try and stay sober and clean.

With a light sigh she took another sip as she listened to Mischa speak and then moved to take a seat in the position desired...setting the coke down and then picking up her fork to take a bite of food.

Kev was tiny but she was one to eat a person out of house and home, so food was never an issue for her. With a little nod she swallowed the bite and then turned and looked over Mischa once more.

"I will help you however you need baby, but I think that it may be best for you to seek some professional help. I cannot help with something I am barely able to control myself, and I will not watch you waste away in front of me."

Usually Kev was the one to give Mischa anything she wanted, and she was one to always give in and be the softy that she was inside, but in her tone now was nothing but seriousness. She would not put up with watching Mischa die because of this addiction, and there was no alternative to it.

A nod given as to show her own authoritative nature in this she turned her attention back to the food before her, scarfing down a few more bites and then sneaking a bit more away from the dish....Yesh sneaky Kev.....MORE FOODS!!!!!

[Mischa Badoer]

Mischa's cheeks were puffy from all the food that was stuffed in her mouth and the lack of swallowing. She nodded to what Kev had to say as she watched the girl finish her breakfast with ease. And to think Mischa was usually one to be able to put away a meal within a blink. She definitely was a changed girl.

"I understand completely...I don't want to drag you in as well... And..I will committ myself into a rehab." She laid back having her elbows support her upper torso and she crossed her legs while her eyes remained on Kevala. "Just as long as you visit me." she huffed some air. "As much as I wouldn't want you to see me in that state..But I will be scared..and..I would..want my baby."

She was being a suck and she wanted Kev to take care of her... and well.. yeah she didn't think she deserved Kevala... not after what she had said to her in the hospital.

Another part of her wanted Kev to come visit her wasn't fear of being alone..it was mostly fear of Kev ditching her and forgetting about her. Seemed like it was a trust thing... but it was more of the fact Mischa would expect her to after Mischa's little mishap. What if she went back to mr. Devon....

Wait...

"So...Um....Devon..you two..um.." she coughed slightly covering her mouth. She was trying her best not to get angry over the matter. She was a very jealous girl..and posessive.

[Ceraphine Davis]

Kevala listened as she finished her food and then got up to get some more from the fridge......What? She was hungry..and tiny...SHE COULD!

Then as she sat down she raised her brow, a little bit of confusion crossing her eyes.

"Why wouldnt I visit you? You think anything could keep me away?"

Silly girl asking such a thing..If Kev didnt love her she would smack her for it...But before Kev could say anything else....Devon got brought up........Oooooh yeah......

Clearing her throat she thought of the best way to explain that whole thing.....and figured it was best to just.......rant it out...

"When I lost it.....I guess he had something I needed...I wont lie..I messed up.....and then....I got into this fight with him...the day...well.....after I left the hospital....and..I beat him......badly......So yeah things just started downhill, and then I saw you again...and that you needed me....and then Gabriel showed up and Devon was there and things just got.....wierd...and yeah...No worries baby.......I got my head on straight enough to know that you are all I need...."

A reassuring smile crossing her lips as she brushed her tongue over her lower lip and kept those icy hues locked on Mischa.....Making sure that the girl knew she spoke the truth....

[Mischa Badoer]

Mischa watched as Kevala did her thing and even listened intently to what she had to say about Devon.

She could have sworn a part of her heart broke.

Mischa sat there as Kev finished the explanation and she felt those eyes on her the whole time. Mischa's fingers trailed across the ground as she shifted slightly to make her elbows more comfortable against the floor... and her ass was getting sore. After a minute or so of silence Mischa finally looked up to those breathe taking eyes.

"That...Kev...is why I think you won't visit me. You.... Devon...just...You 'messed up' before our time in the hospital... And..Well... yeah I think you will forget about me because just as you said... he had something I didn't." she sighed and sat up now.. her eyes looked away from Kevala 'cause she felt..well embarrassing for talking about this kind of stuff. "I mean as much as I try I will never be all you need... And that's what bothers me.. you..you're prettier than me, talented... charismatic. And..well me and you deserve more than me and that's what scares me."

Mischa would sit up and shift so she was on her hands and knees. Just like a child she crawled to Kev and nestled in close her her, her head resting on the girl's lap. "So... yeah I think its safe to say I'm reassuring myself if you would visit or not..s'pecially when I will be going through withdrawals and will not be myself.."

Her hand would reach up and cup Kevala's cheek as Mischa's eyes squinted up to look at every detail in Kev's face. "I hate myself if I let you get away...I loove yoooou." she said in a silly tone and perking her lips to make a funny face. She needed to lighten the mood...usually what Mischa did. Then raise her hand and cup the other cheek......and jokingly pinch them both.