Trouble In The Making ( jayden/open )

[jayden]

(OOC: sorry, just trying to keep as in character as possible, I'm really trying to figure Jayden out right now, thank you for playing along, its really appreciated)

Jayden turned dramatically as she stood up, like a scene in a movie, his hair blew in the wind as she delivered her speech, anger, rage in her tone, and something she said that he could actually relate to... hating a sibling for having a better life than you. though he found it hard to imagine that sasha, being as confident and beautiful as she seemed had THAT much worse of a life than her sister, but looks could be decieving he supposed.

funny how those movie like scenes could turn into the most real moments of someone's life. Jayden's hands came up, he clapped for her.

"Thank you... for showing me the real you" he said in an honest tone, he hated fakeness and he realized why he hadn't trusted her earlier, he could tell subconciously she had been trying too hard, so he thought it was an attempt to hurt him, but what he didn't realize was that she was trying too hard because she simply didn't know what else to do. she slammed open her book, Jayden knew he had probably hurt her in trying to protect himself, he was quite good at pushing people away, a striking empathy ran through him that wouldn't let him turn away until he had fixed this. he began walking back over. he didn't sit, and his great height, as scrawny as he was, blocked out the sun and threw a shade over her face. "I was worried for a moment that you where just messing with me... its not everyday someone..." he trailed off for a moment, and then took a seat again. "someone who seems very nice, and very interesting approaches me... if you know my pain then you know how hard it is to trust people" Jayden said, a dark honesty in his eyes.

"I only wish you had told me you didn't like your sister earlier" he mentioned with a little chuckle, little had she known that was the response he had really been hoping for when he first asked her that. "no one likes being lied too" he mentioned, of course there where those who loved living in an ignorant bliss, but if they realized they where being lied to, they probably wouldn't like it... but who knows, no one knows everything

[Ceraphine Davis]

( ooc: Aww you know I lovellovells you! Of course I play along! Silly man! )

Sasha would have twitched if it was in her to do so. But instead she just listened as he spoke, the words he said striking something in the darkness that consumed her. He thought he had anger issues? Pft!

But she at least had the common sense to keep that to herself. Instead she just shrugged as she set those fiery eyes to look upon his own once more.

"Yes well trying to fit into this godforsaken place makes me have to lie about that little bitch. She tends to make friends....powerful friends..."

She then shrugged softly and closed her book once more....Settling her eyes on him...

"But yes, I hate her.....My life has been nothing but suffering while she has just sped right through hers...But do you think she takes the time to think of why I am so angry? Of course not....just judges me for it."

So technically she was not being honest, but the fact of the matter remained, she hated Kevala. Sighing softly, those eyes continued to hold upon his own as she brushed her tongue lightly over her lower lip. Not really able to help looking into his eyes. She personally was fascinated by them. It was nice not to see that fucking blue color that everyone loved so much on Kev and the rest of the world......

"Anyways....yeah....may have lied about her, but not about what I thought of you...."

She shrugged and then lowered her vision to her book, drawing upon the paper cover of it with her pencil. Sasha really had not clue what she was drawing, but yeah, sometimes the habits of one personality slipped into the other....

[jayden]

Jayden kept his calm, he was now in a position where she was being open with him, it was an interesting one. he nodded. "I understand that feeling, its awful when someone you know that you're better than succeeds where you don't..." Jayden offered, he was not trying to assume that he knew what was going on, and in fact he did not think that of his own situation, but he was just trying to poke ideas, see her reaction, gather information, see how she really felt. who knows what kind of thoughts and feelings this person may have that she'd want to share.

Surprisingly under the right circumstances Jayden really liked trying to help people in his own strange way. the soft wind began to blow and he began to assess what he knew. she liked poetry, she knew what it felt like to not be appreciated, she had a lot of passionate emotions, passion in general. he knew that she was quite outgoing, and very observative...

this was going to be curious, if not a bit fun.

[Ceraphine Davis]

She noted his words and then shrugged softly as she continued to draw slowly over the book cover.....

"Better than her? It depends on how you look at it. She is better at making friends, better at finding guys, better at having her life work out for her.....Yet when she gets into trouble, who do you think has to bail her little ass out?"

She just shook her head as those fiery eyes turned upward once more to look at him, noting the way in which he spoke, as though he knew what she felt.....

"Similar problem I take it? Somebody you know gets the world at their feet while you get left in the darkness and forgotten?"

She was curious....damn her nature! But despite the fact that she never felt anything but anger and rage and that dull emptiness inside, she was liking this conversation....she guessed.....Nobody ever wanted to hear about how much she hated Kev...No..it was always to protect Kev, defend her...get rid of mean Sasha.....

Nobody stopped to think that she was born of all Kev's anger and hatred toward the world...Hence why she was the way she was...The only times she had ever come out was during times when bad things were happening to Kev...like when she was raped....Or when she was almost killed....several times....Sasha had come forth, and taken the pain, the suffering...and what did she get.....threatened and hated by those who "loved" Kevala......It was disgusting to her.....

[jayden]

Jayden listened, sounded like her sister had better luck, not better abilities... bitterness was an easy undercurrent to catch on to. jayden nodded as she spoke, his eyes never moving away, he thought perhaps giving her his full focus would make her feel better, and it was worth a shot.

then she asked him about his situation, his eyes closed slowly as a chill ran down his back. thinking about his situation never made Jayden happy, any kind of smirk he had vanished, and his face was now a blank slate.

"Something like that" Jayden said with a cool temperment.

he had no desire to go into his issues at the moment, and yet he already saw the wheels in place, there was going to be no avoiding it. why had he come back to the table? he knew he was going to be hurt today

stupid stupid jayden... always a step behind...

[Ceraphine Davis]

Sasha was not the best with emotions, but she was not a complete idiot either. She noted when things did not seem to be something he liked discussing, and she knew that in a social situation such as this people usually backed off....She hated doing such...she hated everything....But she bit back her own anger at having to be a good little girl and shrugged, her hand ceasing in its drawing for a moment as she lifted those eyes up toward him once more.

"Sorry to touch upon that one. Yeah I just figured since you kinda knew what I was talking about that you went through the same shit."

She shrugged once more and then turned her eyes downward, away from his own as a bit of her blond hair fell down to hide her face from view...

"Anyways, Kev has always been the people person. I am the social outcast and yet I get nothing but looked down on for trying to help her when she fucks up. All these guys that broke her heart..I took in the pain of that for her...Yet do I get a thank you? Pft! Nope..."

He had seemed to be more interested in hearing about her issues, so she figured why not continue on. Not like she had any real secret now about her distaste for Kevala.

[jayden]

Jayden simply nodded at her statement, his eyes slightly glazed with a lack of emotion, noticing now that she was switching the subject the glaze fell, he breathed an inward sigh of relief, glad he would not have to be bothered by the subject that was about to be brought up. instead she started talking about her own problems again, and like a good listen Jayden just sat and listened attentively. it seemed a bit... strange to Jayden. she was very comfortable with talking about her self so much since he broke open that wall.

"Maybe you should just be your own person... don't worry about her, let her make her mistakes and see what happens... you don't need to shoulder other peoples hurt, especially when you have enough of your own" Jayden mentioned calmly, trying to give some advice. they say to give advice you must be experianced though, and Jayden had few experiances, it would be difficult for him to give truly meaningful advice and he knew it.

[Ceraphine Davis]

If only it was that simple. If only she had the ability to just turn her back on the whole thing and do away with Kev all together.

But it was far more complicated than that, and though she wished she could point that out, she knew that it would only work to confuse him and raise questions.

Drawing in a deep breath, she shrugged and turned her eyes back up to look at him....

"I am trying to separate myself from her, though it is proving more difficult than I originally planned. Besides, I do not have much of a life of my own. Like I said...not many people like me. So living in her shadow has always been who I am and nothing more."

She growled at her last words, knowing that they were the truth and despite how much she wished to separate herself from Kev, there was just no way of doing such that she could find. The only option was to destroy Kev and take control.....it was all she had.

[jayden]

"I see" was all jayden could say. he knew the feeling, trying to get away from the negative effects of a sibling, and how completely impossible it seemed to be. of course kevala was a nice person,'but so was victor' which of course means Jayden may not even know kevala that well.

"If I could help you seperate from her, I would" he suddenly said. it was a strange thing to say, it made very little sense, but it certainly seemed appropriate at the moment. he didn't really know if he meant it, but now that he said it he would follow through no matter what. his fingers laced in front of his mouth as his eyes gazed into hers, waiting for a response

[Ceraphine Davis]

That hit her in a way that nothing every had......like....her heart felt something and it was a strange and very creepy feeling. Nobody offered to help her..Nobody offered to take her side against Kevala.....Nobody did anything for her......

She did not know what to say at first, trying to think of something anything.....

"I...I need my own life...."

That was all she could say....she honestly did not know what to do. She had been doing some research into family history and noted some very interesting Qi's.....ones which would work, but there were things that needed to be done....and many contacts to be made. It would take time...and in that time, she would have to find her own life or she would simply fade under the stress of the procedure.......

Though that was something she kept to herself.....Hidden away from even Katie, which was hard....No, she had to get this done...and going to the family for help may be a bit harder than it sounded...But Kevala was in all aspects, a medical experiment...gone wrong in their eyes......and so.....she could be altered, if they could get their hands on her.......

Shaking her head she looked at him once more and then sighed....

"Yeah...I have to form my own life...separate of hers or else..It will never happen."

[jayden]

Jayden simply nodded.

"I understand... its hard to find your own identity and meaning under the shadow of someone else" he mentioned easily. he had no idea what was really going on with her. he leaned a bit more weight onto his elbows, leaning ever so slightly forward so his lips parted slightly and wrapped softly across his closest index finger, still laced through his other hand. his eyes looked away from hers, down to the table before them, this was an interesting conversation to him, and it was the first time he had connected to someone who knew something of the feelings that he had... it was a curious encounter, he was surprised to find himself excited at where it could possibly lead to.

[Ceraphine Davis]

Sasha nodded, her eyes going down to her drawing as she brushed her tongue over her lips, a light sigh passing from her as she thought over this conversation and where it was leading.......

"Kevala has always been the pretty one, with the beautiful eyes, with the silken hair and the smile that can light up a room. Men fall at her feet and even when she sleeps with them and then moves on, they still defend her when she needs it."

She growled softly catching herself and silencing the noise before it could continue onward any further.

"I on the other hand am the freak. Creepy eyes, blond and mean. Guys stay clear of me, except those who have been with her....then they do nothing but try to be rid of me..."

[jayden]

Chapter 1: a friend? an ally?

Jayden listened, taking the whole situation in, watching her soft hands holding the utensil with which she drew, seemingly absentmindedly as she spoke, her voice calm, reflective, soothing in a way to his dark sense. he imagined the topic, imagined the person, kevala, so simalar to his own problem, a sibling who sleeps with people, breaks their hearts and moves on. of course... kevela had probably slept with Victor, and Jayden knew for a fact that Victor didn't lose any sleep over that, Victor only lost sleep when he was too busy screwing someone else to go to bed. there was a guilt-free boy if you ever desired even marginally to meet one. still it was interesting hearing his story mirrored, but from a girl's perspective, they way she described it made so much sense to him that it actually began to hurt, his heart ached for this girl, in the way that it ached for himself whenever he'd found that one of his new friends had just slept with his brother, or whenever his brother was around, being certain to be the center of attention.

Jayden sighed softly as she stopped speaking, the smirk and the slight humor of the situation now gone from his face, he was an excellent listener, but sadly he was an avid thinker as well. The bench he sat upon suddenly seemed extra hard, pushing against the seat of his jeans and causing him some discomfort, he shifted around a little, his hands falling forward onto the table away from his face to reveal the soft features that surrounded his amber and blue eyes, his dark hair drifting in front of his face, but hiding none of the deep thoughts that lurked beneath his eyes. clouded with both empathy and rage his eyes suddenly sparked into beautiful clarity, as if the sun had just hit them right

Jayden suddenly smiled, a little smile, which just showed a small sample of his actually quite charming, perfectly whitened teeth, he looked into her eyes. "Obviously something needs to change" he muttered calmly, with a slight edge of focus to the words that would send chills down a normal persons spine. of course, he was not in front of a normal person, he could feel it. she wanted something drastic as much as he did, though he did not know

He then slid his hands slowly back together, riasing them up bfeore his face too look over his knuckles into her eyes, his brow raising as he then continued his thought "and why should you change? you shouldn't, which means you'll have to make her change for you" he said with a little chuckle, this was a curious feeling, one he had never explored before, something about plotting, even to this small degree began to hold him, taking a frim grasp in his mind he could no longer fight the desire to want to take something over, institute change and see a new tomorow built in his own vision. of course firest he needed to scale back, deal with the problem at hand, not a difficult thing to do, it would only require some effort from both parties

"And so you need a plan"

His index fingers came up against each other, blocking his own view of her, due to the closeness to his face, he then tapped them, open and closed, looking at her with a different thought each time, how to help? what do do? why am I doing this? who cares? lets see where this goes...

"You say she is loved by all, good with men, and the life of a party?..." he asked curiously, now begining to forumulate his plan when suddenly he realized he had forgotten a big question that would have to be addressed if he was to go any farther...

the wind stopped blowing for a moment, his straight hair fell flat, and his eyes suddenly glazed over with a curiously unreadable expression that was both daunting and haunting in its callousness. but once again he considered he was not talking to the normal person.

Next to him, Dio rubbed against his leg, a look of confusion and distate in the tiny cats shining blue eyes, as if the cat could see his masters mind slipping away and he was trying to do anything to make it okay, as if shouting 'don't go that way, look at me instead!' but much like the person at home shouting at the protagonist of a horror movie it did absolutely nothing to help the situation.

"How are are you willing to go to get rid of her then?" he asked, the wind suddenly picking up again, giving him a demonic feel as his hair flew in the strong gust, the little smirk still dancing upon his lips ever so softly as he looked deep into her eyes, seeing his own reflection within them, waiting to see her response, if she thought him crazy, or if she would go along with it, suggest to him that they should kill her sister and never speak of her again.

he needed to see just how far her hatred had grown, how proufound it could be, and how he could exploit it. he wanted to see inside her, any monsters that where there, or if it was all talk, the smirk on his face, and his narrowed brows now spoke of an insidious darkness behind the once seemingly nice boy, though still quite calm and collected in his absolute dark rage and fury, the only place you could see it was shining ion the fires that lit his golden eye and his silver eye.

Arise... arise fair sun and kill the envious moon... only this time, the moon would strike back... with a vengance