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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jul 2, 2010 10:56:20 GMT -5
Shifting about on his lap once more with that little grin firmly in place she would smile and then lean in to bite onto his neck a bit more roughly this time.
"Mm..then I think this will work out just fine."
She would continue to nip along his neck, her mind still completely shattered though she did a good job of pretending she was fine. Perhaps soon, she would be able to talk to him about what had happened in the correctional facility...though for now she was just too content to be with him in such a relaxed manner.
As her lips trailed up to his jawline, her hand would again slowly glide down his chest, her body pressing tightly into his own as her heated breath fell over his flesh.
Softly, as her lips neared his ear, she would speak up in a soft whisper......
"Can I......stay with you tonight?"
In all honesty, after all that had happened to her not so long ago, she was terrified to sleep in her own bed, not to mention the fact that she had to tell somebody....She had to warn the students, but for the life of her she had been unable to do so.....Perhaps with him she could.......It was her best shot she supposed.
Pulling back she would look at him, unable to hide that fear that seemed to envelope her eyes before she would turn her gaze downward and bit her lower lip nervously.
She could not think about what had happened that night without becoming terrified of it happening again. Her memories of it all still all too clear in her mind.
"Please.....don't make me go home alone...."
Clearly something was off with her, but it was not something she would discuss here, she just.....hoped that he would give into her plea..........Up until now she had been staying up almost every night.......she was so tired, and her body was extremely stressed......as was her mind........Her obsession over x-774 only setting to consume her all the more.......then when she did sleep, nightmares engulfed her every thought.......It was......horrible.....
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Post by Jack on Jul 2, 2010 12:00:06 GMT -5
"Mm..then I think this will work out just fine."
“Me too, me too.”
Jack would shift Kevala around in his lap, so she was now directly in front of him, this would allow her to continue to do as she liked to him. Jack had gotten to where he was fir he one reason that he was good at reading people. He was a man who relied of feelings so of course he could understand them. She wanted him no there was something about her that told him she needed him. Somehow it felt like she needed him more then he needed her but that was okay. Because as long as he was needed he had a purpose and as long as he had purpose he would continue to live and he would continue to win. Her lips trailed his prickly jawline, she obviously didn’t mind. As her lips moved toward his ear, his interest peaked, grinding his hip against hers
"Can I......stay with you tonight?"
“Of course”
It was a simple answer to a simple question, his eye brows perked up at her sudden change in character, his dark eyes stared into her icy blue hues, taking in as much detail as he could. Maybe she just needed a man in her life? Or maybe she just needed a friend whatever she needed if he could accommodate her he would. There was no better feeling then having someone to call your own, to go to sleep to, to wake up to, to know that they would be the last and the first thing you saw, the last and the first person you spoke to. He saw the fear in her eyes and he wanted to take it away from her, he wasn’t to steal it and suffocate it. Whatever it was, just would find it and remove it from her life. Jack would lean in and kiss her, it was a reassuring kiss, all he wanted was her to feel safe.
"Please.....don't make me go home alone...."
You won’t be babe
“You won’t be... is your car here? Or do you want to take mine?”
Jack would ask her as he held her gaze, it was a strong and confident gaze one which would tell her all about how he was feeling all she had to do was give him the signal and they’d be long gone.
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jul 2, 2010 12:32:28 GMT -5
She felt that reassurance in his kiss and would bite her lip once more in a show of her uncertainty if it was in fact okay to let herself feel somewhat safe or secure.
As she shook her head she would sigh softly. She had not driven her own car since it happened. At first it had been because she couldnt, so Carmine had to drive her everywhere........Now it was because she was honestly just not up to driving herself here, something in her mind held her back.
"I..dont have mine. We would have to go in yours."
She sighed and reached up, tucking her hair back behind her ear as she cast him another nervous glance. It was something that happened rather often now a days and though she wished she could change it, she could not.
For the most part she was numb inside, only feeling brief fleeting moments of emotions other than fear or worry. In fact the only time she felt calm and collected was when she was thinking on how she would destroy that monster who Gabriel had left her to fight against.....Knowing she was weak, knowing she was already hurt..........He had left her there...
It took a moment for her to realize she had gotten lost in her thoughts, another bad affect from that night........She was having a harder time controlling her mind.
Whimpering softly before she could even realize she did it, she would shake her head and then look up to him, only for a moment before her face buried into his neck......her small hand that had been on his chest clasping his shirt tightly.......
She hated feeling this way, after so long working to get herself to what she had been, she was now back to being this way....It was horrible to her, but no matter what she did, she woke up every night screaming with nightmares of her past, of that night, of Gabriel.........And each night she was sucked back into that room, to those feelings, to that fucking face...........
"Can .....we please just....go...."
Being here at school things were worse, because she knew that the monster was nearby.......always..........It was such horrible memories this place drug up.....she could barely stand it.......
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Post by Jack on Jul 2, 2010 13:21:27 GMT -5
"I..dont have mine. We would have to go in yours."
“That’s fine”
Jack would say as he wrapped his hands around Kevala’s body pulling her in close, for a tight and strong embrace, once again reassuring her of his presence and the words he had just spoken. He looked into her eyes and they both shared the same desire to get out of the school for different or similar reasons it didn’t matter they just wanted to leave. Jack looked at her as she tucked her hair behind ear Jack’s attention would be brought back to her face, suddenly he would be overwhelmed by emotions, pushing them away he decided to keep them at bay... for now
Kevala seemed to have drifted from their conversation, looking off to where ever she was staring at she snapped back to attention possibly when she realized Jack was starring at her. Jack would chuckle as Kevala shook her head beating herself up for drifting off and thinking about what ever was plaguing her mind. She let off a small whimper to which Jack kissed her neck, smelling her perfume as he whispered into her ear, words only for her “I’ve missed you so much” they were quiet, soft, lustful words spoken from the heart.
"Can .....we please just....go...."
“Let’s go babe”
Jack would stand up allowing Kevala to still cling onto him, he would support her weight if she decided to, in the scenario that she was slung onto him, he would let her down only once she wasn’t to be let down. When she finally got down Jack would pick up his bag and look at her, taking her right hand in his left he would walk with her toward the car park.
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Post by Ceraphine Davis on Jul 2, 2010 13:31:59 GMT -5
She heard those words as he pressed his lips to her neck, making her eyes fall shut in a moment of contentment. With a little sigh, she would run her hand slowly against his neck before she felt him agian begin to shift......Holding to his body for a moment longer before she would finally shift and allow her feet to press against the ground, her body sliding down his own slowly.
As she gathered up her bag, she felt his hand take her own, tugging her along toward his car. Even though she was happy to be leaving with him, she would cast her eyes back toward the school, a chill of pure terror cast down her spine at the sight of that looming building.
She did not understand why it was that this place raised such pain and fear in her chest, but it did none the less. Unaware of what she was really doing, her small hand gripped his tighter, reassuring herself that he was still there.
Another gentle shake of her head she forced herself to look back ahead of her, eyes going up to him with a soft smile curling on her lips before she would drop her gaze to the ground.
Her mind slowly becoming consumed by the thoughts of everything that had been on her mind for some time now. She had never known she could feel that much betrayal as she did when Gabriel left her there........She never knew she could break so badly when the walls of her mind came crashing down......
Now, she did not know how to handle it........
She would just be happy to get to his house, where maybe she could get a few fleeting moments of feeling safe.....Something....anything to stop this ever constant fear she felt.
Once they reached his car, she would of course wait for him to unlock the damn thing so she could get in. It would not be until she was inside of it, with the door closed, that some bit of relief would start to engulf her.
Now at least there was some sort of barrier between her and whatever it was in this place that drove her to the point of near madness.
Leaning back in the seat she would curl her legs up and turn her head to look out the window, a constant nibble on her lip as she was once more distracted in thought...thought of her fear, thought of those memories.....thought of what was to come for this place she was supposed to be able to protect........
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